I want to be gone.
I want to feel the rainstorms
Electrocute me with their
Lightning.
I want to hear the sad song
Of a person who
Was once in love.
I want to read between the lines
And find somewhere to go.
I want to be forgotten.
I want to be unknown.
I only want this pain to end
And I want to be alone.
I want to surround myself
With death and loneliness.
I want to hinder my thoughts
With pure evil and mass destruction.
I can't live with the feeling
Of loving you anymore.
I can't ignore the millions
Of crushed emotions
That linger in my soul.
I can't describe myself
As being okay.
I'm ruined and torn
And the glass ring
Around my heart is
Completely shattered.
I don't know what
Else to to
But be forgotten and lost
And unable to think about
You.

The nicotine placed in your lips;
It reminds me of my last cigarette.
Like cherries,
Oh! The sweet taste of cherries.
I love it, this taste
Especially on you.
I miss the buzz, the high,
The feeling that I need
In order to cope with you being gone.
But when you're gone, that feeling
It's flown away as well.
And I'm left to wish
I had more nicotine
To settle my addiction.

Please!
Become mine
Just for tonight.
In the darkness of this hidden room
Allow me to comfort you.
Allow me to become a piece of you.
Allow me,
Myself,
To give you a high,
Make you go to limits.
Allow me to become your game
Just for tonight,
Because tomorrow this confidence
Will be shot once again.
And I will ignore
Tonight
And pretend that it was a dream.
So don't dare to speak to me
In the morning.
I will be gone.
I will be playing someone else's game.
While you go back to her.