His smugness cannot be captured, its like trapping water with a net.
Yet his foulness attracts the masses, and leaves me deathly sick.

It hurts to remember the past, even I can recall this
but in this moment I hurt and burn.
My eyes leak with lost passion of unsaid words

Please wait for me, as my tone has changed
I fall upon the bloodied window pane,
I use to watch for moments on end,

Yet here I am stuck in this rut
your lies and deceit are all too much

Don't touch me softly or tell me to go
Ive already left five moments ago,

I lay here in silence again and again
Another word wasted.

A rhetoric of sorrows, of things broken and unkempt
the place in-between.

You disgust me, that night you called my name
Dear love of my life, please see me again

You've never known pain, and how can you, who knows
a perfect life held,
and you'll never hear my prose.

My skin is drenched in hotness
A stench without a smell,

I cast my gaze upon a familiar face
A lie lived within a frame,

The smug complexion, The ego, The lie.
the music hurt my ears I wanted to cry.

Yet wait, I halt in extended beauty,
a false yet undeniable truth

I feel as if I'm broken

Of bonds I once held true

A basket case of sorrows

Bound in a tomb,

I felt a wilted whisper

Of softness, I cannot bear

A kiss of elegance I fancied

Of whom I do not dare

Where is my Apollo?
Where is my Muse?
The eyes like amber rose
That burned my lips with scars
of liars words
and a foolish bards wish
to kiss the lips of he who plagues me
to end it all in
one
foul
swoop