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Emma N Boyer Jan 2014
It's just a little heartache,
and i thought that I could shake it.

It's just a quivering, fractured smile.
and i thought that i could fake it.

It's just a little restlessness,
and brokenhearted dreams.

Its just a pair of tear stained cheeks,
not as bad as it all seems.

It's just a bit of loneliness,
lonely of course for only you

It's just a drop of hopelessness,
and gasped "i dont know what to do's"

Its just one more bruise on my black and blue trust
and lips anxious for your kiss

It's just one more chance I'm willing to take
But my love, you're terrible to miss.
Emma N Boyer Dec 2013
We can be different, you know. We do not have to stand behind society’s shoulder, figurative mascara staining our cheeks; cowering away from the world—we can be different. We can shine like a billion snowflakes on pavement, melting in the wind perhaps but immaculate all the same. We can stand up against the hurricane of second choices and broken opinions; we can diverge from the neon path of shattered hearts and clichés and we can go to sleep and let ourselves heal and sometimes we can decide that 24 hours is far too long to be conscious of our mistakes. We can be different. We do not have to write about wars or dragons or space we can write about the freckles on our palms, or the blue of a stranger’s eyes. We can skip all we want and we can breathe through our hearts; we can pull the lilies from our garden and water the weeds ‘til they bloom and we can watch Barney until we turn seventeen because it’s okay to be different. We are allowed to bury everything we have ever been told and learn things for ourselves because if “seeing is believing” then experiencing must be a gold star and a half—don’t tell me I’m wrong. We can be different. The only people who have ever said otherwise are hiding among us and the reason we have listened for so long is because we’re afraid that we are one of them. We are afraid to step out of the crowd of painted souls and rummage in the future for a color of our own. And we don’t understand that if the brushes are all taken, and the watercolors of individuality are dried up or used we can mix our own or use our fingers or stain our reality with melted crayons—it doesn’t really matter. Because it’s okay to be different. And every time we cut off our own voices, or burn our love letters we are encouraging the wind to whisk away the snowflakes plastered to the pavement, crushed under feet of people determined to be the same.  -Me
Emma N Boyer Dec 2013
Two years old and she stared at the stains in the snow,
Engaged by the diamond flame
And bewildered by beauty that falls from the sky

Five years old and she still didn’t know
How to pronounce her brother’s name
And didn’t until the day that he died

Seven years old and left to cope
With a flame of her own—inside

Seven years old and empty of hope
Until the day that she died
Emma N Boyer Dec 2013
When the sun goes down
And the stars come out to play
Something horrible is lurking
At the edge of day

What it is we wonder
What it is we fear
What it is we hope will burn;
We hope will disappear.

But still it waits; so quiet.
And still it harvests all the screams
Of the children that just want to play
But are tortured in their dreams
Emma N Boyer Dec 2013
They say wild hearts can’t be broken
Well, mine was wild enough
Yet there it is-
Cut open

And it’s bleeding love
This is going to be a song.
Emma N Boyer Dec 2013
I lie to you at least one thousand times a day
Hoping that if i pretend

All this pain
                
               Will go
                                    Away
Emma N Boyer Nov 2013
A look in the mirror
A fist to the glass
A smile that’s twisted
With sane thoughts ungrasped

Unanswered questions
Die on parched lips
From a mirror now shattered
Dark crimson drips

A glance at the window
Three stories up
The blood on the mirror
Isn’t enough

Three steps—one too many
Night air slipping by
The pavement where sane thoughts
Come always to die
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