Can you honestly tell me, right now, that you dont have feelings for me?
Could you look me in the eyes and tell me that you dont get butterflies when you see me?
Because I couldn't.
If you asked me, I would tell you the truth.
I dont love you, I dont know what this is.
Im trying to move on, but you are clinging to that girl.
And I wish you wouldn't, because she's a senior and one day she will leave.
And you will stay here. Heartbroken.
And by that time I will have moved on.
I will have forgotten about you and how you made me feel.
I hope that you realize how much I love you, and how much I need you.

Today I realized something unlike anything I have ever felt before.
That I am deeply, unconditionally in love with you.
but something happened.
You left,
and whats worse is that I didn't stop you.
I let you leave, and just like that you walked out of my life.
I spent the last minutes we had together acting as if nothing was going to change.
and thats the worst feeling. That i just wasted those last minutes we had.
Because to me; we had just gotten to know each other and you leaving wasnt an option.
It didnt seem real, I put it off till the last minute.
And thats what hurts the most. That I wasted the time we had.
I dont know what I am to you, but know that I love you.
I didnt know the feeling before today but now I do.
I didnt realize what I had and now your gone.
You got on that plane and I wont ever see you again.
The fact that I will never see that goofy smile or those blue eyes ever again.
And that you will soon forget the color of my eyes.
I wasted so much time thinking, and not enough time acting.
So dont do what I did. Don't lose that person.
Because I honestly dont know if I will ever find someone like this again.
And one day I promise we will meet again.  And I will tell you how I have always felt about you.
I wont forget the memories we shared. So please dont forget me.
I will love you forever.