there's this song I like
at one point it goes
'lovers dance when they're feeling in love'
which is funny because
that night after you kissed me
and said all those lovely things
someone said
"why don't you two go inside and dance"
and you replied
"i don't know how to dance"

why
did
you
die
my
friend

i hate him
        ih a te hi m


i HATE HIm





                                            I h a t e h i m



i ha                             te           hi                  m

i h a a a a a  a a a   t e e e e e  e e h i i i i i m m m m m


i hate him

i  
  hate
              him

i will do anything to your full attention
i do not care about danger
i do not care about anything but you

i give and i forgive
you get and you forget

my lungs ache when i breathe
my heart hurts when i speak
so wake up
this is not what we wished for

and i stopped smoking shortly after i met him
i stopped, because he didn't
and even though it felt so good inhaling the smoke he blew in-between
my lips
it just still didn't make up for the fact that i was slowly watching
the one i adored **** himself
and i don't know if he cares or not but it felt so horrible
knowing that now. and now. and now.
he shortens his life by what seems to be an eternity
and i guess i never realised this when my own lungs were at risk
but you
don't you dare die on me

you have
l o v e
in places
i can't
d
e
s
c
r
i
b
e

i'm on my own and i'm crazy for you
get the creeps by the way
your body moves

in the day i don't remember
in the night i pretend i don't

like when you said
you felt
                so         h a p p y
you could
       die

do i like him or do i like that he likes me?

break your heart
break you hard

i went to bed early last night
because i needed some time
where you couldn't control my thinking
and the plan would've gone perfectly
if you hadn't made your way
into my dreams

i lie next to him
his tan skin and his sleeping soul
and he's so beautiful

i
am
(w)here
(are)
(you)

and now we never ever speak
for all i know he could be dead

have you had love for me, boy?
have you only love for the blue sky?
have you kissed the lips
of one you like
so hard you couldn't stay alive?

if i can make it there
i'll see you on the other side

and she can hardly breathe without you

do you like him?
                                             i don't want to
but you do?
                                             i do

it's
you
it's
you
it's
all
for
you
everything
i
do