There are hundreds of reasons the oceans could dry up. But what about the oceans in your eyes? The ones that would fill every night over him and self pity. What happens when they dry up? All of my oceans are gone. I am a dried up sea of no emotion.
I have to keep reminding myself that relapse is a part of recovery. But what's recovery even worth when all you think about is slicing your wrists and bleeding out your problems.