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emily wiemann Aug 2011
Such hands, my heart could soften to
Warm yet flowing like honey
never far from just where they need to be
close by when emotions jump
quick like a rabbit heart, trembling
rapidly vibrating uncontrollably.
Such beautiful chaos you bring to me
so inexplicable
such a force
though i have never given in
yet
i find myself melting into you
painful beauty for my mind to understand
my mouth cannot form proper sentences
vowels confused with those other letters
do and don'ts play radically on my finger tips
kisses that blank out my mind
hiding under the soft fabric of happy
never a burden or a harsh word
i hear you clearly like a ringing bell
such hands
for a being like myself
was more that could have been hoped for
emily wiemann Aug 2011
The moonlight stretches over my madness
the deep blue of the sky with its twinkling scars
mirroring the shrapnel of marring marks along my soul
alone....like a soundless echo bouncing around the canyons
how could it escape me, why is everything awry
drowning in the spirals of intense light
such a vindictive prison, entrapping the body
in the nightmares life has become a shredded hope
pulled away like warm covers in the morning
why is it that im in a labyrinth...yet with no way out
sand has gone thru my fingers into the next player's hands
now without control i fly wild as chaos on the wing
no motives, no wants only one prickling need that can never be met
such betrayal leaves so many questions...all in a chorus of why
let this night be over so i may return
change and morph once again trying to fit the mold that was given
yet will it ever fit?
too small this world that im pulled into
on eggshells i tiptoe with needles piercing my skin
how do i escape such a vicious night
the dark inhumanity with its bloodlust is after me
in this cannibalized society
emily wiemann Aug 2011
Mid-morning waiting, there is nothing
no ringing phone
no new texted message on my touch screen
things have grown so far apart
senses slowly weakening, becoming useless
all that was wanted was a moment
just a small piece of time,
that was yours....to give....to someone
to perhaps love
yet never can anyone stand face to face
seeing that person would be more than they could handle
some time of committed response
a bust of joy for some
and then also you come across the overwhelming want
a need
a ***** in the skin
some people call it sick
others scream about the enlightenment
explain to me in your riddles
your light rhymes
possibly your jingling laughing tones
what it is that you seem to have left behind
for communication has flown from the window of your mind
gone are the days where a voice is heard
no longer do you speak thru those hands
that at one time talked in gestures
like written notes on a sheet of music
you were such a flourishing being
grinning and laughing along in the day light
speaking of all that could, all that would, all that possibly might
revolutionary, the whispers still cling to the walls
when people would say, visionary
artist, the cause of such change
you promised.....with beautiful clear eyes...you promised
yet always it seems there is some let down
a painful realization that these promises will never be fulfilled
that you fill heads with ugly needless swill
just another puffy stuffed peacock rattling on about words
words..... that you cannot even grasp
that you cannot even write
Always waiting, being so still
hoping that something will happen
why not make it happen?
why continue to waste
when ALWAYS we are let down
is it the deadly seven that have us in their grip?
can we not be the revolutionary beings of tomorrow
can we not rise up and stand for something more than a greedy dollar bill?
yet.....
always, it seems....no, always this is true....we fall under the spell
of someone, some being, that will honestly never tell us the truth
emily wiemann Jun 2011
I was left in the fog
eyes covered in the opaque film of the day
The stagnant feeling in my heart
matched that of the morning
No colors came to me,
nor did the safety of a friend
There was only the void
and the foggy mist kissing my skin
How to escape
how to retrieve my life once more
Could i pull down these walls
which for so long I worked to build strong
Freedom of self...some type of expression i struggled with
clawing at my existence thru the heavy mist
pulled down by the mud of my own doubt
how could i do this on my own
would i somehow develop some new character
becoming a hero, or a survivor
Always the continuing want for some detail to be covered
to be coveted by the people i most wanted love from
all was hidden now
as i cried out
in the morning
surrounded by the dense fog

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