Forgive me for my mistakes
for all the times I messed up

Forgive me for your pain
for all the times I caused it

Forgive me for my little mistakes
that of course you also have made

But what you will never say to me is

Forgive Me.

Your words passed down to your line of girls
they take in every breath you breathe and try to please you.
Side by side you all walked passed me
ignoring my tears and blood from my scars as they stream down my body

trying to brush me off your shoulder
trying to make sure I noticed you not noticing me
This didn't last a day
this didn't last a week
This situation fades into today.
2 years later.

I may have made mistakes
but you never admitted you did

I may have given you a minute of pain
but you gave me 2 years of it

Forgive me for trusting you again
forgive me for being unstable
forgive me for my scars on my arm that you clearly see...but you will convince yourself that you never caused them

But please...forgive me for trying to make you say...

Forgive me.