Its hard to be happy today
When im just so ******* sad
I cant stop thinking about everything
That ****** me up
And the people
I let down
And the promises
I broke
And the somebody
I miss
And the ones
That left me
And the days
I wasted on *you

You are heavy
The car is solid
And I can smell the grass
Figures jump
You stay calm
Ready
For just about anything
And I am still
And you
You are heavy

The holes in my walls show
The dingy pink air
That clings to the trees
Like cellophane

Words fade into the night
As I fade in to my couch
Becoming one
And no one cares
Not one is present
Because there words are fading
Fading into the night