Its hard to be happy today
When im just so ******* sad
I cant stop thinking about everything
That ****** me up
And the people
I let down
And the promises
I broke
And the somebody
I miss
And the ones
That left me
And the days
I wasted on *you

You are heavy
The car is solid
And I can smell the grass
Figures jump
You stay calm
Ready
For just about anything
And I am still
And you
You are heavy

Words fade into the night
As I fade in to my couch
Becoming one
And no one cares
Not one is present
Because there words are fading
Fading into the night

The holes in my walls show
The dingy pink air
That clings to the trees
Like cellophane