Misery, sadness, and heart break
are all within my wake.
Broken pieces scattered about
of the things I've thrown out.
Untold secrets, not quite lies
bring about all these goodbyes.
Vivious and vile you will see
are the words used for me.
****** away your heart I will
letting all your emotions spill.
Unrelenting, cannot stop,
all their walls begin to drop.
Swooping in I take the leads
sooner or later, they all heed.
Toying like a coy cat
up until the mouse goes splat.
Finished with this little game
who is the next to be mamed?

Addicted to this feeling you give to me,
Oh how I wish there was a we.
Unable to spill the beans on how I feel,
Still large wounds need to heal.
Make the first move, I'll be yours,
Wishing that there was more.
Logic held back what was there,
Fear making eveything unfair.
Plain as day for all to see,
It was clear as mud for me.
I was left out of the loop,
Simply put I had been dooped.
Your witty comments, and silly jokes,
Were very far from being a hoax.
True blue you had been,
While I explained, "We're just friends."
Is it wrong to dream of love?
After all I am so young.

Darkness slowly closing in, all the walls being to
bend.
Pushing toward a common goal, looking to press your
soul.
Smashing, grinding, squishing too; are the things done to
you.
Slowly eroding who you are, this has gone much to
far.
As the pressure slowly builds, you are left without a
shield.
Slowly flattened by the cries, for you untimely
demise.
Pain is strong also fear, screaming loud but none can
hear.
Will this by my final breath?
Left to worry, wonder, fret.....

Fall is here, fall is here, let us all shout and cheer!
Pumpkins, apples, and mums too, are all available for you.
Ghosts, goblins, and gouls galore, come for candy at your door.
As the leaves begin to fall all the bugs are a crawl.
Into the ground they go, running to and fro.
Flowers frightened by the frost retreat to hiding save the moss.
Seasons changing all around soon the snow will be in mounds.
All around you can see fall brings lots of glee.

Lazy day why oh why did you have to stop by?
Tired, sleepy, reluctant too, having absolutely nothing to do.
Your bed calls, drowsily you fall.
Nap time doesn't help at all.
Boredom chips slowly away at the long and dreary day.
Unsatisfied with your toys today brings no joy.
Hours pass slowly by finally you say goodbye
To that awful lazy day that happened by your way.

Being Emily is a mighty task.
Inconsistancy never lasts.
Freshness fades, getting old.
Not so greatly bold.
Give it time, you will see,
There isn't much to me.

Wails of sorrow fill the air,
darkness devours courage that was there.
Your painted face begins to run,
and you are left quite undone.
In the raw for all to see,
plain as day is misery.
As you weep and cry,
you ask for one last goodbye.
Perhaps a hug, maybe a kiss,
from the loved one that you miss.
The heart has broken,
from those lost words spoken.
Gone away from here,
still held dear.
Loved ever more,
tears begin to pour.
Alone in the night,
Left to the fright.

Pain and heartache in every pore.
No longer able to see the light.
Your soul cries for an escape, scrambling from the hurt that floods your heart.
The devil calls offering relief.
Your soul, that's his only request.
Give up this grief filled life for a new one.
Broken promises fill from his lips as you are lured slowly in.
Unable to refuse his offer you pass on your pain.
The horrible ache leaves your body and finds a fresh host.
As you sigh your last breath, hope returns for what lies beyond.
Sweet relief floods your senses and its over.
The devil greedily takes your hand and leads you on.
Suffering hangs over your body waiting to fest on new life.
Happy to find a new home when you are discovered.
A darkness falls as the word spreads....
You are dead.