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Mar 2014 · 260
Untitled
"And she will cry because she knows no one can save her from herself..."
Feb 2014 · 467
No rush
The transition from lover to friend isn't real
its just a theory.
so it wasn't promises we made last night it was a hypothesis,
and the ***, was our little experiment.
Some theories take longer to prove than others.
no rush.
Feb 2014 · 317
The goodbyes are coming .
They said follow your heart
and i trusted them so I did
logic, reasoning, wisdom
a goodbye a bid.

A goodbye that would seal the letter
that pronounced the death of
my trust
my hope
my love
my comfort
even my  sanity.
So to all who offer you the "advice " to follow

your heart ,
although their intentions may be pure ,
just know . The goodbyes are coming .
Feb 2014 · 868
Untitled
I am not party girl, or drinking or ***. I am not ignorant or shallow or churlish. I am not tender , or easily stepped upon. I am not titanium.
^
^
I am weak and easily broken. I am volunteering for fun, I am lover of simplicity and friend of comfort. I am confused, and sometimes scared.
-I am Emily.
I am a bird, I meant an ant.
No, no, no....I said a butterfly.
Yes they are quite beautiful, and innocent.
And you, you are a snake,
an unmistakable quality you hold.
Your venom is never forgotten,
I see your rattle even though some think it interesting
it simply reminds me
you
are
evil.
It's not my fault you gave into your demons.
Jan 2014 · 466
<3
<3
I'm hurt, confused
battered ,and over used.
I think I'm dead
Far to much I have bled.
I need my dad,
but i cant go home now
but soon i shall
when i have gained the strength.
i chose this path
so ill find my way back
but if i dont
remember this lost poem...
rhyme scheme
4,6,4,6.
Jan 2014 · 304
...
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It seems my best poems are the one I title after and cry during.
Jan 2014 · 424
I loved you first
It isnt easy
not knowing if someone will
return the favor of love.

How embarrassing it would be
to wake up to them leaving
knowing that your lack
of understanding of their needs
forced them away.

You be best off to just laugh and pretend
you were just kidding
and you didnt care, or love
even though your crushed.
Words cannot bring to life my sorrow
I mourn not only your repect
but also my future
I didnt mean for things to turn out this way
if i could go back to that day
i would .
and I would use my brain and mot my heart
I can only say I am sorry , and one
day i hope you can forgive me
no rush
you have 6 months
i think he can change your mind
change mine .
Dec 2013 · 265
just the thought...
little one
inside me growing
taking little pieces of who I am
making them into who you'll be
leave some love so I can drench you in it
leave the pain so I can save you from it
leave the lies , there no good on the soul
but take the wisdom that I earned in these few years,
you'll need it little one .
Those times we share like that one last night
makes me feel like busting, and i just might
love would sling across the ceiling
I'm so enthralled I'm literally beaming
It's just when im with you happiness consumes me
and for days i have to listen to the plea
of my heart because she wants more
and you want me , I am sure
its hard to walk away when ive tickled you since noon
under the entire , glowing moon
that allowed you to see the details of my body.
there you found my secrets and the key
to my heart that I hid just for you
so in our river of passion you could use your canoe.
Dec 2013 · 399
The first..
We decided ...well i guess i decided, it would be better if we waited ...bc our relationship just wasn't ready.

but that didn't stop you.
I know you were scared because i could feel your heart as you tried to learn the angle your fingers could come inside( which hurt by the way ).

convinced this was happening i took my own shirt off , it was up to my neck anyways.
the look you gave me when you pulled at my pants ill never forget . you didnt say a word but i knew every thought in your head.
in silent glances i reassured you ,i was ready.
and on you went .
and on
and on.
i couldn't help but laugh when you asked me how to put the ****** on , being silly as always i replied "idk ive never had a ***** "
i love you .
we made out the entire time (my lip went numb )
and then you had to leave , we kissed ,we promised we wouldn't tell, and we realized we shared something special .

You were my first.and I , yours. That's special to me .
Dec 2013 · 228
price of love...
You came back
you really came back
and you didn't even ask for forgiveness
but it doesn't matter because your back
and you may have missed my body
or maybe you just got bored
but how can i not rejoice when my lover has returned
this is scary
because you can leave just as quick as you returned
but
I guess that's  the
price of love.
Dec 2013 · 351
It won't be today...
You pushed me to my breaking point
like a ruler i snapped
i am of no use to you now

so goodbye.
It will hurt
, to be broken
always does,
but
one day ill will be ok.




it just wont be today.
Dec 2013 · 467
It isn't suppose to hurt...
I wasn't your princess, not even your servant.
I was like the king in the next kingdom.
You memorized every wrinkle and tender spot
but you never asked how it made me feel.
your different.
your so close to being perfect
and at the same time
you make me feel like ive never seen the sun,
like ive never eaten food.
ugly.cold.hungry for you.
And i hate that.
mostly because i know you dont mean to
you call me beautiful.
but my heart just wont accept it
idk maybe it is you
or me.
either way this shouldn't hurt.
Dec 2013 · 233
Dear lover,
Your body was so kind to mine

like it was the first time you tasted warmth

You were so eager to dine

On my newly washed limbs

I could swear this wasn't you first

but we will let secrets like that stay under the sheets

with all the other regrets we will have after tonight

but its ok

because I love you. lover.
Dec 2013 · 845
We've been over this....
I will love you because I promised it was real
and true love isn't conditional
so I'll pretend we aren't falling apart
and that disappointment isn't my new best friend

I'll pretend it does not hurt
and maybe I'll start believing it
but excuse me if I trip a little on this journey of lies
sorry if i explode every now and then because it become to much
I will clean up any spillage from my heart
and like a good girlfriend
I will tell you
I
Love
You.
Nov 2013 · 547
Hey Girls....
Why do we need men so much
Why
why
more than happiness
more than honor
more than life
we just need them
we don't long for the flu
because it hurts
we don't long for nightmares
because they are scary
we don't long for the dark
because its misunderstood.
so why
why
why
do we need men so much ?!
Nov 2013 · 696
**Not Anymore**
I don't care anymore
you wouldnt allow me to
you knew good and well my heart would turn
and this love would burn
into ashes ,the wind would carry it far
and I would weep
and the next morning I wouldn't care anymore
or love anymore
or want you anymore
and its your fault.
Nov 2013 · 673
JUST DAMN REPLY
I'm not asking the world of you
I'm not asking you to be perfect
or to take back all the crap you out me through.
Or to make everything ok,
or come back and Hold me
or kiss me like you do,
or want me like i want you
or need me the same.
or **** me one last time
or tell me your last secret.
IM ASKING YOU TO JUST **** REPLY !
Nov 2013 · 5.3k
Virginity
you just took it.
like it was the last piece of gum
like you could return it if it didn't fit
or sew some cute buttons on it to make it look better.
but that was mine.
and I liked it just the way it was ,
it didn't need altering.
I didn't mind at the time because
I loved you.
I loved you.
I loved you.
loved.
Nov 2013 · 2.9k
Virginity
you just took it.
like it was the last piece of gum
like you could return it if it didn't fit
or sew some cute buttons on it to make it look better.
but that was mine.
and I liked it just the way it was ,
it didn't need altering.
I didn't mind at the time because
I loved you.
I loved you.
I loved you.
loved.
You left without a goodbye
that disappoints me.
but anger isn't here
You made me believe everything that wasn't true
and made me fear the very idea of truth
but still no anger
you practically murdered the innocence I took so long to store
and only regret is near
but anger isn't.
Nov 2013 · 363
This Time.
I knew this time would come
the end to all the fun
the guilt ,pain, and worry
consuming my story
but like i said i knew this time would come
so I choose wisely each step from here on out
and i'll set myself free, inside my doubt
i will let my sorrow lead the way
and my mourning make my day
And silently ill pray
that today wont be that day .

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