the burning in my lungs,
the drilling in my heart,
the pain in my legs,
wobbling to and fro ,
bruises pinning my arms,
crackles snapping my spine,
my face scared with agony,
my nose dribbles with blood,
my eyes breathing with rage,
trying to focus but not grabbing grip,
my hair falling out and the remains tangled,knotted,
teeth gritted with dreaded terror,
skin blotched with dirt and exhaustion,
slowly being torn,
all life invisible from any type of view or sound,
the only way through feel and thought,
thoughts of  madness,
hell to think of,
there was no way of stopping myself,
no way of killing the strain in by body,
feeling ache and horror
tears flooding down my face,
beings staring angrily,
not knowing how to feel...........

petal by petal
leaf by leaf
floating,fluttering
spinning,twirling
drifting swiftly
crackling,blazing
rough,smooth
what am i?

Everyone was laughing
tell me about the days
when each duckling would be blue when the rivers were calm and still
butterflies fluttered delicately in the faint evening light
grass swayed in the warm summer breeze
flowers bloomed,trees blossomed
laughter and joy filled the wonderful place

Until the wars began

since then the sky was grey
the place was miserable,no one was happy.
Flowers crumbled to ashes
homeless begged for food and money.
Children wept
the place was silent
A large black wooden door creaked open
terror,madness,crime,sadness.
All the thoughts and feelings that would pollute the world even more
but this time with words and ponders
an angry storm rolled the earth
causing hurricanes,earthquakes,erupting volcanoes,tsunamis
affecting people's own lives
children got crushed, parents lost their children
the earth gets thrown and tumbled into space

who's laughing now?
screams replaced laughter long ago
a raindrop falls from the brown shriveled leaf
it breaks it's drop on the grey cobbled stone floor.

Dead love
dead darkness
dead breeze
dead wind
dead shadows
dead pins
dead dreams  
Dead love