Oh those eyes;
innumerable amount of eyes.
Just following me.
Gazing at me. Staring at me. Glaring at me.
As if I were deformed;
a monster that doesn't meet
the quota for aesthetically pleasing.
As if I were a deviant;
fearing that they may the next victim
of whatever scheme I am concocting.
As if I were a cow
causing earthquakes with
each step I take.
As if I were a stick figure
recoiling at the slightest touch
for fear of the pain.
As if I were a diety.
Bold and beautiful
flowing gracefully across their path.
As if I were a genius.
Just waiting in line to hear
my views on the world.
Or maybe they're not following me at all.
Maybe they're looking right through me.
Straight past me.
They don't even notice me.

Look at me
through the mass
into my eyes
not at my ***
               You seem to believe
               I'm not that.
               peel the skin
               **** the fat
make me laugh
make me cry
something, anything
just please don't lie
               I understand
               Can't read your mind
               But I've seen it before
               I know your kind
                                                            ­     Can't fool me.

I can try to forget,
I can, I just might
Wasteful sentiments caught.
It's been years since
I forgot.

I want to feel your curves and explore your taste, press your lips upon my face.
Smell your hair as I grab your waist, against the wall, increase the pace.
Over and over hands caress bodies, harder and firmer until we feel naughty.

On the floor clothes are scattered, intentions run wild as we become untethered.
In a breath on my neck, hot and wet, i know what's best.
******* are bare against my chest, feet in the air, I'll take you there.

I want to spit in the face of everything, **** on the pant leg of what you believe in. Shake, rattle and rock you up and down the block. **** your shyness. **** on your ironed shirt. Take a bath in the water you were baptized in. Tell the preacher to **** the nun. Burn the school down and dance in an empty grave. I think if we took a second to live we wouldn't be scared of dying.

You can't **** a dream silence hope or shut down a spirit. On and on we breath, live and die amongst all odds. Death plays no part in anything other than creation.

Death is an invitation to another life.

I plan on sleeping outside alot more, lying upon the earth.

A pair of eyes can hold more than a thousand lies
some of the deepest darkest ties
these eyes can show skies
skies that hold secrets
little whisper winds
Of what makes up a face
a face of beautiful
a face of grace
a face that holds no regrets of what race
Racing lips
lips that can contain the words to be put on a page
lips that make a cage
a cage of rage
waiting to be unleashed from
the tongue like a stage
Still holds less than that of the Eyes
eyes like the darkest skies
eyes of a deep and haunting demise
A pair of eyes are the window to a soul
a soul blackened by change
a soul as darkened and deranged
as change
a body the greatest of all machines
It can endure heart break
it can recover recover from fake
it can give
it can take
But most of all it can make
This body
This mind
This soul
Made of many things
Most of them being
These secrets hiding behind
These
Green
Eyes

I'm a rocker
I'm a talker
I'm a walk the walker

I'm a gamer
I'm a player
I'm a rule breaker

I'm a smile faker
I'm a mover and
I'm a shaker

I'm a questioner
I'm a challenger
I'm a game changer

I'm a grain of sand
I'm a past summer of tan
I'm a small helping hand

I'm a shower grammy winner
I'm a everyday sinner
I'm a life beginner

I'm a needer
I'm a pleader
I'm a leader

I'm a living room pj dancer
I'm a wiki search answer
I'm a hallway happy prancer

I am free
I am she
**I am me