Sorry im sad, its getting late.

Six-word-story (#4)
Like me, love me, leave me.*

Six-word-story (#5)
Knees shaking, eyes closed, please don't.

Six-word-story (#6)
You trusted him with me, mommy.

Six-word-story (#7)
I was small. I lost it.

Six-word-story (#8)
Daddy's little girl? No he died.

Six-word-story (#9)
You were never there with me.

Six-word-story (#10)
*Six word stories, not made up.

The anxiety,
The fear gripping everywhere,
The labored breathing,
Can't shut it off.
It doesn't want to go away.
Deep Breaths..
100...97...94...91...88...
It's coming back.
What if I'm not good enough?
Not fast enough,
85...82...79...76...73...
Not going to win,
Get a's,
70...67...64...61...58...
Don't mess up,
Be good,
55...52...49...46...43
Don't fall below a B,
go away, go away, go away.
40..37..34..31..28..25..22..19..16..13..10..
Don't worry you'll be fine,
Don't listen to those voices in your head.
Be happy don't listen,
Block it out,
Turn up your music,
Run.
Deep breaths..
7......4......1......
Good,
It's gone.

Remember when....
You held my hand tight?
  When you promised you would never let go?
     When you told me you loved me?
I remember that.
It was when I was *happy.
  When you held me close.
     When you called me every night.
        When everything was alright.
Oh, so you don't remember?
     Saying it was you and me against the world.
       Wishing your parents didn't care.
          Hoping society didn't look down upon me being mixed.
It was simple.
   It was easy.
      It was normal.
         It was the beginning of something great.
You turned your back.
      And walked away.
            By cheating.
               And lying.
It should have been better than that.
  But it wasn't.
      And now you can't have me back.
          It's too late now.
             And I'm never coming back.
**Do you remember now?

Can you help me?
Daddy left last night.
Mommy says he died.
She was crying in the middle of the night.
Woke both my brother and I up.
Can you help me?
I ran to wake the next door neighbors.
In my pajamas.
Why didn't anybody answer?
Nobody came to the doors.
Is anybody there?
The shrieking of the sirens is coming closer.
"Mommy? Why Isn't Daddy waking up?"
There's no answer.
The sirens are getting louder.
Waking the sleeping neighbors up.
Heart pounding, blood rushing.
Can't.
Move.
Nobody's listening.

Daddy is still lying on the bed.

Not moving.

Somebody help!
                                                                                                                                   *......please
                                                                    Daddy wake up!
Don't leave us...

                                  *......please Daddy

Me? Too young to say no.

I heard the loud clap of thunder and saw the flash of lightening.
The sky opened up and the windows shook.
You took my breath away, then left me gasping for air.
You held me close, but yet kept me at arms length.
I want to tell you my secrets from deep within.
But once I blink my eyes will you be gone?
It will be like the silence after a storm.
My breath will not return.

You're named after an angel.
And I truly think you are.
You saved me that April day,
And then I began to fall.
I knew it was too fast,
I knew it was too soon.
But you gave me things,
That nobody has given me before.
You turned my life
Right-side up.
Made me a better person.
I'm sorry if I still make mistakes,
But I'm still getting used
To having you.

On the rainy days,
     I sit and think.
        About all the things going on.

And I sit and think more and more.

Till I can't go on.
     Like how red and blue make purple.
         How two people interact with each other.
            And how much I miss having a boyfriend!

And then I sit and wonder.

About all the people in the world.
      How they're all going on about their lives.
            How I'm just sitting here.

Then I think,
      "I'm going to make a difference."
            "I'm going to stop just sitting around here!"

And you know what I do?
*I go sing and dance in the rain.

I never got to say goodbye.

Run.
As.
Fast.
As.
You.
Can.
Don't.
Look.
Back.
There.
Is.
Nothin­g.
Good.
There.
**Run.

It's almost one, and these thoughts won't go.
The shadows dance along the walls.
The fan shakes, it goes so fast.
It's dark outside, what happens next?
Talking to the boy I like,
Makes me feel so special.
Our time is short, it's dwindling down faster.
3 more months, then I'm gone.
I fell to fast and fell to hard.
Whatever happened to faking it till I made it?