On the rainy days,
     I sit and think.
        About all the things going on.

And I sit and think more and more.

Till I can't go on.
     Like how red and blue make purple.
         How two people interact with each other.
            And how much I miss having a boyfriend!

And then I sit and wonder.

About all the people in the world.
      How they're all going on about their lives.
            How I'm just sitting here.

Then I think,
      "I'm going to make a difference."
            "I'm going to stop just sitting around here!"

And you know what I do?
*I go sing and dance in the rain.

Can you help me?
Daddy left last night.
Mommy says he died.
She was crying in the middle of the night.
Woke both my brother and I up.
Can you help me?
I ran to wake the next door neighbors.
In my pajamas.
Why didn't anybody answer?
Nobody came to the doors.
Is anybody there?
The shrieking of the sirens is coming closer.
"Mommy? Why Isn't Daddy waking up?"
There's no answer.
The sirens are getting louder.
Waking the sleeping neighbors up.
Heart pounding, blood rushing.
Can't.
Move.
Nobody's listening.

Daddy is still lying on the bed.

Not moving.

Somebody help!
                                                                                                                                   *......please
                                                                    Daddy wake up!
Don't leave us...

                                  *......please Daddy

Run.
As.
Fast.
As.
You.
Can.
Don't.
Look.
Back.
There.
Is.
Nothin­g.
Good.
There.
**Run.

Remember when....
You held my hand tight?
  When you promised you would never let go?
     When you told me you loved me?
I remember that.
It was when I was *happy.
  When you held me close.
     When you called me every night.
        When everything was alright.
Oh, so you don't remember?
     Saying it was you and me against the world.
       Wishing your parents didn't care.
          Hoping society didn't look down upon me being mixed.
It was simple.
   It was easy.
      It was normal.
         It was the beginning of something great.
You turned your back.
      And walked away.
            By cheating.
               And lying.
It should have been better than that.
  But it wasn't.
      And now you can't have me back.
          It's too late now.
             And I'm never coming back.
**Do you remember now?