i guess i realized this life
this one right here
is all that i will ever get to live
all that ill ever get to experience
and if i let u slip away
if i let u slip through my grasp and i lose u before ever loving u
i dont think i could ever forgive myself

i just want to hate u
and really i should
u tore my skin from my flesh
and ripped my vocal chords from my throat
u hallowed out my skeleton
and tore me limb for limb
yet my love how could i hate u?
i just want to hate u
but the worst i can do is love u