Seems to have gone down n south the abyss. Your shimmer somehow keeping it lit in what looks to be a foggy bed of ash. Glitters and fairies surround me to keep me bright and lit. Befuddled? As was (am) I
Memories kept so close at heart. Pictures, Letters, etc. But in all Reality, Memories are just a figment of ones imagination. Holding on to something that time has eradicated for good. Let it go. Please oh please, Just let it go.
Do you recall when you decided to just leave? I do. You said it was done with forever...
As the tears trickled by twos & threes. Reassurance slowlybutsurely fills my heart as I remember.... ......Nothing lasts forever. Patience is my companion.
You'll probably say you'll never feel the same, from ambiguity. (You do) You'll probably tell yourself it'll never feel the same. (You do) You'll probably ceaselessly explain things have changed, somehow being able to revamp your mind. (You do)
No not one thing will alter your decision. Enshrined in stone it seemed.
Rest assured that the thought " I'll give it a try " was not put into consideration.