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Elsa Mora Sep 2013
I just want someone
To know im not fine
Without me
Having to spell it out in red razor lines.
him
Elsa Mora Jan 2014
him
Him
They way he laughs
The kindness of his heart
The sweetest talk
He warms me up
He heals me
Every little scar
That was added on by the devil
The way he looks at me
How his sweet hazel eyes shine
How they shine just for me
For someone so fragile
That was broken and how she would bleed
He cured her
Oh how sweet
How loving
There lies my boy the cure to my needs
Elsa Mora Sep 2013
That night she was hurt. There was a sudden emotion of confusion to ''why am i hurt? I've been hurt many times before but this was at the time were i gave up a couple of weeks ago'' he did it. He caused it that person that you loved the most and you thought would never hurt you well he just did. But why? he said he'd never hurt nor treat you bad but sadly he did. Yes you/I have tried giving up before but giving up is not a choice. Once you have done everything you are suppose to and you still don't get rewarded then That's the time to give it all up. Give it all up to God, seek him and he will reward you. Never give up on yourself. Because he was the first who even gave it all to you.
Elsa Mora Sep 2013
But how do you get out? You've already tried so many things and it leads to nothing.
It makes you feel so hopeless at times.
Is this really it? Is this all that there is to life?
You've had enough of all the struggling and striving enough. Enough of all the stress and trying to live up other's expectations. Enough heartache enough.That is really what it all boils down to, isn't it? You just you just want to be happy and find some inner peace.
Elsa Mora Sep 2013
I hate you.
But I love you.
Let me be.
Deep and sorrow.
Elsa Mora Sep 2013
You came into my life unexpectedly,
and everything took a turn for the better.
Your warm eyes, your laugh,
the sincere way you speak,
and the kindness you showed me,
all became a part of my life.

As you unfolded yourself to me,
I discovered more and more beauty.
I have never seen so much
gentleness in one person.
Without even knowing it,
you were slowly making a place
for yourself in my heart.

It used to seem so hard at times
to feel so close in a relationship.
But it’s so easy to feel close to you.
I can’t tell you how nice that feels.
I realize now that I had never known
what it meant to be loved
until I was loved by you.
Elsa Mora Sep 2013
Never
Ever
Fall in love.
What falls breaks,
and it hurts.
I thought it was suppose to feel good....
But not feel any pain.
Elsa Mora Sep 2013
Young girl don't cry.
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall...
Young girl it's alright.
Your tears will dry you'll soon be free to fly.
When you're safe inside your room
You tend to dream of a world where nothing's harder than it seems. None ever wants or bother's to explain of the heartache life can bring.
And what it means.
When there's no one else look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within.
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way.
Elsa Mora Sep 2013
I'm in so much pain right now.
I feel so broken and alone.
You were the only reason I stayed alive.
Now who knows if I ever wanna stay alive anymore...
Elsa Mora Sep 2013
I never stopped loving you. I just stopped showing you. The ones we trused the most pushed us far away.... Most of all i'm sorry i gave up on us when you never did. I'm dead inside i don't even understand myself, pain changed me and ****** everything up. I'm tired of feeling like i'm ******* crazy. I have no idea what im doing. I look around and everyone knows where they're headed. Or at least they know what they want. I'm lost. Anything i do is never good enough. I could be dead in a second. Everything's so fragile. Didn't you realize that? It's like a huge punch that's been through my chest. If i could read my mind you'd be in tears. Everyday it's a struggle. Everything's so dark now. I dont wanna be alone, i'm just tired you know? ******* tired. The worst day of loving someone you lose them.... I'm ****** up. I just always say/do the wrong things. You think you know people and then they surprise you. You don't know me at all and you never will.... Everyone leaves and life is dead. I'm sorry, i'm so ******* sorry. How could i been so stupid? I just want someone to save me. I drown in myself hate dying may be painful but being dead is painless. No kid should ever feel like they deserve cuts on their wrists. You made me go crazy! I cant let this happen again i just cant. Most of the times i was just desperate, suicidal, and angry. I'm useless.... To everyone. I deserve to die.
Elsa Mora Sep 2013
We are God, we have the power to do amazing things that's why we all have souls. Behind all that sadness, anger, and ego there's something sparking out from all our presences we have the power to control everything and anything we feel it's your choice to change it or be negative your whole life. Don't make excuses saying " I can't do it '' or something similar to that, we all can change our mindsets it's your choice to change it or not. I'm not saying it's easy because it's not. There is nothing more powerful than believing and taking action towards whatever you are going through in life.

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