I think that you should listen to my pleas
because sometimes it's for more than something petty
it's a plea for my sanity
a plea for all that is me

ALRIGHT
I am
so
*******
about ferguson and all of that
the protesting
i fully support the protesting
the teargas
i don't
**** the teargas
the protesting
is being done
because an unarmed black teenager
was murdered
by a cop
and a 12 year old black boy
was playing with a TOY GUN
and he was shot to death
I AM SO *******
LET'S START ANOTHER CIVIL WAR
FOR PRETTY MUCH THE SAME REASON AS THE FIRST CIVIL WAR
THE COPS STILL WALK FREE
AFTER KILLING
UNARMED BLACK CHILDREN
TELL ME WHY I SHOULDN'T BE *******

Purple is the color of royals
And it's one of the only colors i hate almost every shade of
But you
My king
I love it on

One was old battering scars and fear and intense fiery need to love
One was profanity and repitition and gentleness
One was protective and hatred and country music
One was quiet and sweet and hugged back
And she fell for them all
Including herself
With help from the other three

What am i
What am i
What am i
What am i
I don't know
Do you?
Apparently I'm nice
And loving
And careful
And motherly
And funny
And perf
But I don't see that
I see
I'm tired
And scared
And lonely
And frustrated
And angry

Are we seeing different people?

Magnetic eyes revealing her dark soul
Mysterious mind with secrets to unfold

Abandoned creature wandering the desert
Psychic intuitions make her a beautiful predator

A death stalker she would **** to survive
Seeking experiences and glory in her life

Once i saw her crawling by my bed
Mezmerized by fear or passion
I couldnt tell
I should have ran but decided to stay
I should have remembered that her sting would take my life away


Words Of Harfouchism