I do not love you
Even though I said that I did
I got caught in the moment
And now I feel stuck in the life sentence of a prisoners bid
It’s destroying my insides
Cuz there’s nothing meaner than loving someone who doesn’t love u back
Been down that dark road before
Sharp corners on two wheels
0 to 60 straight into you
Rear view mirror running from the past
It fake happened real fast
Fell quick in love and quicker out
Left you holding your heart with no light

I’m sorry.

Some say there is a planet on the other side of the universe where everything is exactly the same as it is here.
Do you think the me there knows the you there?
Some say everything happens for a reason.
I wonder why we met?
Some say you can see someone's soul  if you look into their eyes
Why do you sometimes still look for mine?
Some  say love is the answer
Why am I so broken?
Some say time heals all wounds.
Why does no one ever tell you how long it will take?
Some say the truth will set you free
Why do i lie to me?
Some say necessity is the mother of invention
Why did you invent a different me?
Some say the opposite of love is hate
Why don't they understand the opposite of love is indifference?
Some say opposites attract
Why are you indifferent?
Some say it takes two to tango
Why did we never dance?
Some say forgive and forget
Which is easier?
Some say if you tell yourself something enough you start to believe it
What do you tell yourself about me?
Some say they have no regrets
Is regret an emotion?
Some say you must know life to see decay
Will I ever get over this hill?

-The Zone

My love,

I wanted to write to you.
I wanted to write some words.
A love letter. A letter to say I love you.
Some feelings I have that I would like to share.
To share with my one true love.

I know in the age of text and email and chat and the phone
the love letter is dead. But.......

You are the one. The one for me.
The one I have been waiting for my whole life.
Who I was
Who I am
Who I will be
Has always and will always include you.
You are etched onto me.
You are part of me.
We are one. We are together.

Once empty my soul and heart are full.
I now understand.
I thought I knew. I thought I knew what life was.
I thought love wasn't real. I thought it was a lie, a myth.
You showed me love.
You showed me by being you.
And seeing me.
By looking inside. By loving me.
By helping me love again.
By making me love you.

Thank you.
Thank you for picking me.
For choosing to spend your time with me.
For spending your love with me.

I cherish every minute with you.
I cant wait for forever with you. I just can't wait.
You are every sunrise and movie and laugh and tear ever shed.
You are the world.
You are every star in my universe.

You are my one true love.

-The Zone

I love that you love Ponty
I hate that you win every game
I hate that you couldn't sleep last night
I love that you think about me when you can't sleep

Go!

What joy calls Silent Noise plagues me too

As the new love in young hides behind the sun
The House of Monaco burns
it is a simple matter
and  joy pretends in two and three

She accuses that it is all in the eyes
Loosely veiling self doubt  in the idealism of love
Complexity contradicts and she gives up
Preferring to live inside

It wants what it wants and Joy succumbs
drinking water she knows is poison

You are not  a hopeless romantic Joy
You are a Romantic

You are all Woman
And twice as amazing

-The Zone
Your **** has torn my hinges off..... obliterated my door

My lover said he cares
I have secured the shadows of his thoughts
When he sees me inside his dreams he stops and stares
at the great big browns behind my light and wispy hair
It's a new romantic time
Pregnant with little regret
and more hope than one can expect
In his eyes I am queen

I envy the woman that he sees
The glow it brings when the stars in his eyes dance at the sight of me
He pulls me deep
Until all that was lost gets found behind his dreamt of words