Your first love isn't always the first person you kiss or the first person you date. Your first love is the person you will always compare everyone to. The person that you will never truly get over, even when you've convinced yourself you've moved on.

You make me laugh when I want to cry,
Make me live when I want to die,
Make me smile when I want to frown,
You turn my life upside down.
  Believe in me when no one else does
  You're my now, my is, my was.
when you call my name I begin to blush,
I'm afraid people notice I need you so much.
  When I'm with you time flies by fast.
   It's like the present is the past.
I need you more than you can believe,
Love you more than you can conceive.
Think about you every night and day
  And hope my life can stay this way
  I don't want it to be any other way.

YOU PROMISED THAT YOU"D NEVER LEAVE
  WHERE ARE YOU NOW.

Your art
is not about how many people
like your work
your art
is about
if your heart likes your work
if your soul likes your work
it's about how honest
you are with yourself
and you
must never
trade honesty
for relatability.

You said that you loved me.
You said that you cared.
But once you were gone,
I was so scared.