I don't ACTUALLY know what it's like to have a boyfriend
I mean I do, because I have one
And i'm not saying I don't love it or him because I do

I'm just saying that I think I only know what it feels like when I can prove it
Because whenever he's not with me
Which is more than when he is
I feel like he's an idea
Not a reality

And I want that reality so bad
I need that reality
I crave it
Because my ideas will tear me apart of I let them

Because the stuff I can come up with
Kills:
It kills dreams
Memories
Hopes
Fantasies

And replaces them with:
Fears
Assumptions
Obsessions
And Nightmares

When the wind hits the sea,
The sea hits back,
Crashing against itself,

Sea spray carries in the heavy breeze,
The sun watches from behind the clouds,
The unsettling water climbs Cliffsides,

When the wind hits the sea,
The God of the ocean strikes the sky
With his trident,

Clouds fill with rain,
And let it go,
It meets the wind and fills the sky,
Side by side,
Perform a storm,

When the wind hits the sea

Rapid melodies
Repetitive drum rolls
Progress being made

Listen
Do you hear the Woodpeckers song?
Teaching balance through
Repetition in pecks

You can't find love in a wishing well
You can't find love in the stars

You can't find love in a hall mark card
So stop looking in random places....

Because it'll find you when you least expect it

You're the first thing that I think of in the morning
And the last thing that I think of in the night

Whenever im holed up in my room mourning
Going over what's gone wrong all through my life

You make me want to step outside,
Take a breath of the air
Feel the sun on my skin and the light hit my eyes

And I'm aware that it's cheesy
But it's you and me-e-e
On a scale of one to ten
You're eleven

Whenever you wrap me in your arms,
I can feel your warmth surrou-ound me

I feel so-o-o protected from harm
And there's nothing that could disappoint me

You make me want to keep on smiling,
Take a bite of a laugh
And i can't hold it back it's beguiling

And I'm aware that it's cheesy
But it's you and me-e-e
On a scale of one to ten You're eleven

You're always in my space,
Killing  me with your embrace,
Tickling my heart,
It tears me apart,

And I'm aware that it's cheesy
But it's you and me-e-e
On a scale of one to ten
You're eleven