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Eliza Jane Jul 2013
impatiently
i will wait for you
impatiently
i will give my heart to those who will break it
impatiently
i will cry out to god
asking why he let my heart shatter on the rotten tiles again
impatiently
i will learn patience
or i will impatiently
throw my heart to the streets

patience
is not a concept i am comfortable with
patience
seems to show me all i am not receiving
and all i am not, in return, giving
patience
**** well better be worth it all.

patience,
                              patience,
                                                            **patience.
29/7/13 - after some news.
Eliza Jane Jul 2013
I know you're far in heaven,
Maybe watching me,
I miss you,
Though,
I know you not,
My heart aches for you...

You see,
Sometimes I have friends,
Who almost take your role,
They hold me tight and
Learn me right,
But they cannot replace...

I hope one day to see you,
To hold my big sisters hand,
For now I'll wait,
Because we know,
Papa's got this planned.
For my older sister, she didn't have a name, she didn't have an official date of birth, or death. All I know is that my parents loved her, and I love her too.
Eliza Jane May 2013
You strut past, wishing for the perfect scene;
Students writing, silently, studiously.
Instead, suffering, anxiety, fear and hatred run free in a room dedicated to the service of Christ, almost as if Lucifer himself imbued each exam paper with demonic forces.
You see students wriggle, writhe in fits of nervous energy, attempting to convert it all to productivity.

How can you see this and not cry out?
How do you console yourself as students take their own lives to escape the pressure cooker and its intense heat. Those remaining burn inside, kept silent with gratitude because they at least have a chance of escape.
I know that you cannot forget this easily, so again I implore you
. . .
save
us
from
this
before
we
burn


. . .

too many lives have been lost.
too many dreams crushed with the harsh fist you call reality.
too many heart and families broken.
it is too much for us to bear.
after I finished writing a practice final exam paper - I wrote this.
(trigger warning: suicide)
Eliza Jane May 2013
you say there are two (types of people),

only the liked and the un-liked

that’s awfully vague,

*(and I don’t like it.)
inspired by a comment from a friend.
Eliza Jane Apr 2013
(papa) lead my music towards marshmallow dreams and woozy hearts

he lay me down in a soft nest of clouds and propped my head up on a mushroom

tucked me in with quilted blankets and goodnight kisses

he stroked my nose until I succumbed to the whims of foreign lands

and he turned the
lanterns off

he played me piano riffs and stroked the strings of my guitar

warmed me and cloaked me in oceans of drowsy bliss

and he'll read me
dreams tonight
complete exhaustion, trying to fight off jet-lag and this trippy thing just... happened.
Eliza Jane Apr 2013
you. you should travel.
not to boast of your travels,
rather to explore and honour the beautiful world created for you.

you. you should travel,
not to get more stamps on your passport
rather to encounter towns, cultures, foods you have never dreamed of.

you.
you should travel.
not to lose more money,
rather,
to be witness to the most beautiful moments
I got back from New Zealand earlier today
Eliza Jane Apr 2013
sleeping eyes and relaxed minds do often make apathetics of us all
pocketed palms and agressive stances lost in the meditative gentility of the woman,
in turn, also lost in her own minds eye.
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