DISTORTED

We could pretend that we arent lying to ourselves (selves)
But we both know we hang our love up on the shelf (help)
What we say and what we feel are two different things
Babe  if we dont figure this out i fear we'll go insane

****** attraction
Turning into passion
We just want the action
Thats my
Satisfaction

Whats the story morning glory
Today you love me?
Today you bore me?
Numb the feeling
start the dealing
Let emotions stray
At what cost?

Stop the lying
(My head's spinning)
Whats  illusion
(whats the real thing)
Distorted
It is our story
How long till we are history?
Alleged love it is a mystery!

This distorted love is on the rocks
I love no i dont i love you i dont i love
I dont know what to say
Or how to feel
This rocky ****** relationship is getting far too real


I guess its safe to say that gamblin with cupid only gets you ******
And not in the way you want to-
oh just my luck!

Well i must tell you this charade is getting old
I guess it is harm's way of saying we're too bold
Trying to make our own love genre i guess we have to know that
You can only **** so many times before life ***** you back

****** attraction
Turning into action
Thats my satisfaction
Where's the ****** passion?

Guitar solo

This distorted love is on the rocks
I love no i dont i love you i dont i love
I dont know what to say
Or how to feel
This fighting fueled relationship is getting far too real

This distorted love is on the rocks
I love no i dont i love you i dont i love
I dont know what to say
Or how to feel
This rocky ****** relationship is getting far too real

**** my mind on last time
But leave my love on the line
My bodies a forcefield one that you wont get
But getting over you feels like my biggest regret

****** attraction
Turning into action
Thats my satisfaction
Where's the ****** passion?

Leaving my heart alone is my greatest satisfaction.

It hurts so much to see you stray
but my heart  knows you cannot stay
Eyes hit the pavement of where we once stood
Unanswered questions of what would...what would?

Blurred distorted visions of who we are
Fly quickly and farther than passing cars and shooting stars

Our lives shined  brighter as the city lights
Our ambitions went farther than the clouds in the sky
But then one day the fire died

The fire died and thats the end
No more happiness
No more feelings of regret

Brave girl
Beautiful smile
Casually graces  passerby's  with her infectious laugh

She is
Perfect
She is
Flawless
She is
Just what lifes about

Of course that would be perfect if the story ended right now
Turn off the lights
Close the curtains and
Wait for the sandman to call

But theres a dark light that haunts her angelic  soul
A
Beautiful monster
Graciously grasping her who-o-le

If she just knew
How perfect she was
If he just knew
What he wasted away
what 1000s of people wish for on a star each day

She is
Gourgeous
She is flawless
Beautiful
She is perfection

Ooo
But she she doesnt realize
She is the girl in mind for other guys
A princess awaiting her arrival in his mind
Her glasses blind out her beauty
Take em off
See what i mean!

If only you knew that
If only he knew that
If only she knew that

Story starts just a year ago
My mind was lurking somewhere far from home
That night when you lured me from my premature grave
Was when my luck friskly decided to exchange

When you came in my life didnt even think twice
That the demons of love could make me vulnerable to life
With the value of luck already stuck in my hand
I played russian roulette and quickly changed up the stands

Gambling with fates plans while quickly winning his love
But there was something stirring something more than i could think of

Didnt take long for it all to change
Taste of forbidden fruit switched up the game
A familiar bite you just cant seem to block out
A poker face is not enough when dealing with love!

Poison my mind
Take my soul
Gain control of my heart
And dont let it show

Silent killer
Takes his stand
Devours my  heart from the start of his plans
My dignity it screams from within
But my security gets muted again

The beast's in sight
Howls in pain
Mind** with powers
Praising darkness to seek his sins
(Darkness is the end)

Slayed his sanity
So society could be freed
Of all happiness and serenity
Darkness is known as lightness
Misery known as glee
Beast without a soul
just let me be

The beast is gone
The fire burns on
Back to original state

Stay strong outside
Yet so broken inside
Haunting memories wont stay away

Lock you out
Let my fears inside
A reunion i know all too well
Looks like all this time the beast survived
Yeah the beast survived

Slayed his sanity
So society could be freed
Of all happiness and serenity
Darkness is known as lightness
Misery known as glee
Beast without a soul
just let me be
Who i used to be

Hey ana
Haven't seen you in a while now
With you im a prisoner
trapped in empty spaces
Floating weightless
In the sea of hatred

Well ana
Absence doesnt make the heart grow fonder
Strength doesnt make me feel much stronger
The grass isnt always greener
Without you i am weaker
And the days are getting more unclea....

Sometimes i know
That i just have to let you go
But you take the lead and start to grow
How can i break all the things ive always known?

Dear girl your so
******* pretty so stop
Feeling ******
From those non-existent  flaws you see
Cheering up is all you need

Hey girl stop thinking
That you're worthless
Cuz the truth is
You can work less
And still be more attractive than a model
Stand up tall smile dont you fall


Down the path that your
mind longs for
Let your heart stay sure
That paradise is not too far from here
Open up your eyes
Watch the darkness disappear
Behind is a path
That your heart strives

Dear girl your so
******* pretty so stop
Feeling ******
From those non-existent  flaws you see
Cheering up is all you need

Hey girl stop thinking
That you're worthless
Cuz the truth is
You can work less
And still be more attractive than a model
Stand up tall smile dont you fall


Down the path that your
mind longs for
Let your heart stay sure
That paradise is not too far from here
Open up your eyes
Watch your darkness disappear

A rose without a thorn
Is a scar without a story
A mysterious road travelled on
That calls for a boring story

The demons leave their mark
Right upon your soul
Trying to swallow you whole
But you need to know

Make peace with the demons
Draw a path on your way
Tug on the rope
And the monsters will obey

Yes they will obey

Take it
Straight from your soul
Hold it tightly dont let go
The monsters will try for you dont give them their way
You're the master you have to obey

Without sins
Without sorrow
How will we conquer our tomorrow
Without the rain there is no rainbow
WIthout suffering there is no defeat

Anywhere i go You're never far
The pain is evident in every scar
Produce the tears that sing me to sleep
The somber melody is soothing to the disease

My heart quickly beats
Ana comes closer in defeating me
Fighting  me to gain control
Doesnt take much time before i am in overload

Shes creeping me
All day and night
She does not dare to lose a fight
Takes the wheel right from my hands
She will not go down with a fight
A daily struggle for the reigns of sanity
Without her im without a shadow
My shadow
Ana is my shadow

She promises me perfection and  contentness
Too bad she leaves me a frail mess
Shes getting more and more control of my brain
Its getting harder and harder to stay sane

So tell me
How does it feel to be sane?

Locked up
Held in
Call the preacher for all of your sins

The lord cant solve your problems There permanently there
Etched in you like a canvas
You numbly stare

Oo bite the bullet
Bottle it up
Theres a bomb inside you
And its blowing up

Forgive me father
I have sinned
Fighting battles trying to win
Fighting for freedom
Striving for truth
But the true monsters their inside of you

Yeah there deep inside of you

So tell me
How do you slay the beast
When the beast is within me
Will it absorb the best of me
Or take my pain away

Fight your demons
To find your soul
Do it quick before they swallow you whole

Every day is like walking thin ice
Any move could be your last
So you better think twice

Forgive me father
I have sinned
Fighting battles trying to win
Fighting for freedom
Striving for truth
But the true monsters there inside of you

Yeah there deep inside of you


Swallow the unforgiving truth
See what the demons have in store for you
Fate its impossible to chase

No matter how you try
You cant erase
The future drawn for you
What youll have to face