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Elanaa Jul 2013
A rose without a thorn
Is a scar without a story
A mysterious road travelled on
That calls for a boring story

The demons leave their mark
Right upon your soul
Trying to swallow you whole
But you need to know

Make peace with the demons
Draw a path on your way
Tug on the rope
And the monsters will obey

Yes they will obey

Take it
Straight from your soul
Hold it tightly dont let go
The monsters will try for you dont give them their way
You're the master you have to obey

Without sins
Without sorrow
How will we conquer our tomorrow
Without the rain there is no rainbow
WIthout suffering there is no defeat
Elanaa Jul 2013
Anywhere i go You're never far
The pain is evident in every scar
Produce the tears that sing me to sleep
The somber melody is soothing to the disease

My heart quickly beats
Ana comes closer in defeating me
Fighting  me to gain control
Doesnt take much time before i am in overload

Shes creeping me
All day and night
She does not dare to lose a fight
Takes the wheel right from my hands
She will not go down with a fight
A daily struggle for the reigns of sanity
Without her im without a shadow
My shadow
Ana is my shadow

She promises me perfection and  contentness
Too bad she leaves me a frail mess
Shes getting more and more control of my brain
Its getting harder and harder to stay sane

So tell me
How does it feel to be sane?
Elanaa Feb 2013
Locked up
Held in
Call the preacher for all of your sins

The lord cant solve your problems There permanently there
Etched in you like a canvas
You numbly stare

Oo bite the bullet
Bottle it up
Theres a bomb inside you
And its blowing up

Forgive me father
I have sinned
Fighting battles trying to win
Fighting for freedom
Striving for truth
But the true monsters their inside of you

Yeah there deep inside of you

So tell me
How do you slay the beast
When the beast is within me
Will it absorb the best of me
Or take my pain away

Fight your demons
To find your soul
Do it quick before they swallow you whole

Every day is like walking thin ice
Any move could be your last
So you better think twice

Forgive me father
I have sinned
Fighting battles trying to win
Fighting for freedom
Striving for truth
But the true monsters there inside of you

Yeah there deep inside of you


Swallow the unforgiving truth
See what the demons have in store for you
Fate its impossible to chase

No matter how you try
You cant erase
The future drawn for you
What youll have to face
This song is about my struggles with anorexia. Hope you enjoy. Please give me any and all comments you have and BE HONEST thanks!

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