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E A Bookish Feb 2016
You're no Robin Hood
You were no good
But that's OK -
I'm no Maid Marian

Memory may have its way
Of preserving people
But we were careful
And we left no spaces
For nostalgia to grow in

But still, through all our work
Something broke into our fortresses
Something was stolen, or
Maybe something was left

It doesn't have to define us
Still, it is a mark
And I know your fingers -
You will play with it

And if I scratch my breastbone
The itch will not be a scar
Left by your arrow
Or your absence
E A Bookish Feb 2016
How much must I
Remind myself of you
You,
You crawl around my brain
Leave open windows in my veins
For the butterflies to bleed through
They settle in my
Stomach and my breast bone
You won’t let me fall asleep
I toss and turn I
Dream of you, they leave me waking
Wishing every single one was true
And I laugh knowing
It’s the only thing to do
Laugh or cry or tell the truth
-I’ve done all those now
I’ve gone all out
Set the precident,
Written, said and sung it
Things I swore I’d never swear out loud
This is not a vow but
Butterfly, sit in my palm
I promise not to crush you
E A Bookish Feb 2016
So perhaps I got lost in the Warm
quiet, playful
then intense
like an olive tree rocking in a storm

Is it alright if I say this?
that a minute ago I was not searching
that a minute ago I was not yearning
my hands were not reaching but
-now they are full

Is it alright that I say this? -
Seraphim, your kiss is a cloud
or a breath of warm air

seducer, proud
lead me to your lair

savage, loud
leave bruises,
tug my hair

So perhaps I got lost in the Warm
the movement
but I hardly care
E A Bookish Feb 2016
Dear God
What time is it?
Late, or Early
Depends on how you think
Or how your circadian rhythm winks
And then goes crazy
I can’t even think (not even a new rhyme)
Too tired
Thinking this for hours
Envying my family
Wrapped warm in their own dreams
While I’m wrapped in silence
But for the rain drumming
And the dog barking
And the refrigerator humming
In the other room…
No point in lying about
Don’t need no lights to see my way around
This is a comfortable blind man at home
Shuffling about, around, drunk on fatigue
And not just tired, but tired of this
As the kettle whistles, hush!
And I pour black coffee
By red and green appliance lights
And smoke a secret cigarette
Trying to count the stars
As endless as sheep
Mysterious as Turin’s Shroud
Cover me
Let me sleep
I beg, I scream-though silently
(‘cos I’d rather deal with well slept babies)
And sigh
As I watch the sun rise
Dear God,
No rest for the wicked, it seems
Nor me.
E A Bookish Feb 2016
When melancholy plays the piano
We all sing along,
We all know what to do
Old fashioned dance moves and
Tears for two
It has no words but
It says a lot
How long you stay
Before sawing off the strings
And putting on a different tune
E A Bookish Feb 2016
Bougainvilleas line the house, dedicated, stoic sentinels
Ivy has replaced mortar as the only thing keeping the walls from crumbling
The windows have no glass,
But the rain is kept at bay by the gossamer webs of kind spiders.
Inside there is no furniture – only paper tomes
She sits on a pile of high school textbooks
Her table, stacks of hard cover crime novels
Her bed, a nest of magazines

There is no fridge or pantry – she doesn’t eat
But she is not starving
She devours books, has become fat on them
A varied diet: science and science fiction,
Fantasy, history, politics, philosophy
And to nourish her soul – poetry.

She doesn’t remember her name
But it doesn’t matter
She is Beowulf, Boudicca, Odysseus
Dorian Grey, the Lady of Shallot,
She is both Hero and Leander  

She never leaves,
But she knows that the world is turning
The sparrows in the gable tell her so
And she doesn’t need it, no

She smiles, cries, and falls in love over and over
With the turn of each page
Her fingers have transformed into ink stains
She has lived a thousand and one lives
She holds them all inside her
She makes them live, and they keep her alive -

This is a dream that I once had.
E A Bookish Feb 2016
Because I wanted something
More
I found and tore
The crack within our seam

Because you wanted something
more
I felt myself the least

You've never found me sleeping
I've never found you at peace

but when you touch my hipbone
I could forgive you anything
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