beat me,
bruise me,
tease me,
make me beg for more.
gag me,
throw me,
make me bleed.
whip me,
bite me,
make me scream.
bend me,
bind me,
make me sore.

or

hold me,
kiss me,
and never let me go.
rock me,
touch me,
like you want to know more.
trace me,
praise me,
leave your mark with me.
smother me,
drug me,
eat me whole

because you love me so.

Sometimes a sickly smile spreads
Right across my face
When I know I have provoked
Some kind of deep emotion
Within another person
And I know it's not a real smile
It's not even really me
Or at least it's not the way I ever want to be.