We wandered the universe together, searching for a place that was anywhere but home.

But its fall and the leaves on the trees are dying and I wish you were here so I could stare into your eyes to remind me of what color the  leaves are when they're alive, to remind me of how it feels to be alive because when you left I think my heart stopped beating and I died

But now looking in your eyes makes me want to commit suicide and I wonder if thats how you felt about me because when you said you loved me you never looked at me you looked at your feet