The difference between you and me is that I don't day dream,
I just make things happen.

I've changed from when you knew me before,
I no longer choose men to adore.

Cant you see that this love I hold now is for me?
For me , yes for me.

Once again I find myself alone
not completely, but alone
What's paramount is that I have you
You've given me courage and strength
something more far beyond and immense
How did I live day to day for so long without you
knowing you were right there but all I did was doubt you
Suppress you in my mind as if you didn't know life's great design....
My Elohim, my God you never abandoned me
sorry it took me so long to see...

I'm mad that I love you
Because I can't concentrate
It makes me contemplate
These feels for you
That me bring up and bring me down
It makes me think of all times when I was sound
Living without you, living despite you
So let me backtrack,
And get my ******* life back  
-E.G

I wish you could feel my heart, ******* sorrow
this pain I feel belongs to you, you put it here
and your too much of a coward to take it out.
I don't know if I want to love you anymore
you have me tired and your making me sick.

At the moment I dislike you
I wish I could just get up and ******* slice you into pieces
and feed this fire
letting it consume my hearts desire
sometimes I just cant control it
**** it at least I own it
-E.G

I don't want to fall again, so I restrain ..
from all these things that in the past that drove me insane..
It seems history keeps repeating itself, just my luck..
as if I didn't already prepare myself to not give a ****..
-E.G

You cant fool me
your swagger cant woo me
I'm not impressed by gifts and ****
or these platinum rims you get
I just cop what I want
at your cost
**** playing fair...
It wasn't fair when ya said "Hey baby trust me"
then ya ****** and ducked me...
So **** that
**** fair
and **** all these men who don't care
How they make a female feel like ****
and she just wants to rip her heart into bits
But thank you because you created master
now I can move faster and cut loose to all you *******..
-E.G