How will I compare as a lover a famine
Unconfined to trivial pursuit of all that is in flesh
The inconvenience of asking while taking away all that is choice
I didn't ask but was given that which is chosen by many to pull and tug away at
All I want is piece of mind and no peace
I live to love to hate that all may suffer and push away with pleasure of the flesh there is no better reason to confine in your mind your desires for they all will naw at you as if you don't belong and are over infatuated with the breast of the beast whom takes but gives nothing back
Caress and stroke with kindness and love
Give back to receive push away as it will come back over and over

I wish I knew love as I always imagine
Her scent so unique
Her beauty untethered
I just want to slow dance
Get lost in her hair
While breathing her  essence
So little aware
To look in her eyes, without saying words
Saying all with a stare I flicker a glare
Worshiping loving her giving her all
Even when knuckles bleed to my knees I fall
I want to feel love
That when she's not near
My heart skipping beats until she appears
Want her by my side for  to understand
As a man I am foolish
With her best thoughts at hand
I want to be loved as much as I give
For this love to last EONS with none left in me

So I stand here clear of thought
Careless and unmoved unmotivated unenthused
Trying to be motivated inspired interested
Not today
Today I laugh in fates face today I look back and wonder
Of what could have been what should've been what can be
I role in the grass the sun in my face with the cool breeze of summer surrounding me
I fight temptation while knowing I will give in but how far will I go is not up to me
I'm a dreamer full of hope
For this rechid world
I hope to make love live long leave a legacy
I am a dreamer