Remember
When I gave you everything
And you took more
And kept coming back because your a thief;
who always comes back to survey the carnage you caused
You need someone who is calm and steady
And soft and gentle and nice
But I'm not
I'm strong
And a hurricane
And I wish I could be different
But I'll never change and neither will you
So when you find her I hope she is great
And one day I'll be brave
And I'll leave you
I'll sit on the beach by myself and eat ice cream
Because you always called me fat in a bikini
I'll wear my hair in a ponytail
Because I haven't since you told me that my ears are too big for ponytails
I'll go home and spend a week laughing with my family
Because I haven't seen them since I was afraid to leave you alone for a weekend

Remember when I left
And I was the happiest I've ever been
Because its exactly what I deserve