the synaptic gaps of my lungs
caused heavy breathing that
i need his voice to caress my soul
and fill my emptiness

as my eyes reflect through your iris
i see naked parts of mine, drastic

thinking about the night when we
we're drunk and laughing but then
i realize

that i was slowly giving
inner thoughts of mine and
the naked truth about my past

your lips looked like a garden
full of flowers, wonderful

as i lock it with mine,
full of venom and lies
constructed by your
broken promises

tendrils of depression
and demons bloomed
watering them by my tears
hoping one day it will be better

you made me reckless, fiendish
and you're happy seeing me break
into pieces like a widowed flower
no one picked

left my heart ajar, unbroken
never did let anyone in
because it's still waiting for you
to close it