dysphorial

dysphorial May 2013

grief

she died
you denied
you searched
you cursed
you bargained
you cried
you accepted
you forgot

dysphorial May 2013

are we the people who got left behind
or are we the people who got too far ahead

dysphorial May 2013

what did you expect
from a girl who hates herself
did you expect
smiles?
she hates herself
smiles are poisonous

dysphorial May 2013

torn

my mind is torn
you ripped it
with your bare hands
you did a messy job
my mind is torn

dysphorial May 2013

maybe

maybe
maybe is indefinite
rather like you
and i
maybe we are
maybe we should be