Black out.
Rock back, rock forth,
Tremble in terror,
Replay, replay,
inside screams,
Warm raindrops on flesh

I adore every breath you take. I am in love with every sound that escapes the soft curves of your lips as i kiss that spot between your jaw and neck. I melt when your hands touch my skin, dilly dallying across every inch of my body, because you take your time, nothing but pure love cultivating itself deep within my heart. I love going to sleep next to you and listening to you mumble about things that make no sense. I don’t think I can get enough of the way your voice sounds in the morning when sleep is still lingering in your throat and you look at me with heavy eyes. I love how I fall more in love writing about it.

I
Love
You

Mixed up priorities

And the wrong things keep mattering

Do you even realize I've stopped sharing my secrets with you?
or are you so caught up in sharing your own.
Did you notice me shutting you out?
I'm shutting you out because I don't know how to tell you.
I don't love you like you deserve and I feel shallow to think you are only sharing your secrets with me because you think I do.
I don't. I'm sorry.
I don't deserve to know whats deep within your heart because I can't promise I'll do the same.
I wish i was stronger so I could tell you how I really feel,
but I am a coward and as soon as i get the chance I'll make you regret ever letting me in.

I'm here, sitting in the dark corner of a coffee shop.
Every time the door opens the cold night breeze floods my essence
and gives me goosebumps,
symbolic of my current emotional state of mind; cold.
My eyelids fall heavy as I close my eyes for a quick daydream.
I can almost feel the faint warmth of his complexion as I am heavily buried in his chest
Tight arms securing me, relaxing me.
He leans in and I gently press against his rosy lips before the cold night breeze shakes me from my daze.
I can hear the barista.

I did it
Its over with
You have left my body
and I'm so sorry that I did it
but understand
I had to.
for me.
for you both.
I love you whoever you would have been,
you changed me,
forever impacted my heart
whether you were boys
or girls
you were MY angels
now,
you're gods angels.