Today, a sadness stream
A smile, more then i meen
I might like what i see and smile,
But i see my own tears, now and for a while
A look can say more then a thousand words,
I can lie about what i feel, but truth is, it hurts
My face is straighten up, no emotion to see
Inside i am crying, how hard can it be
Confused and messed up i stand
With only hope on my right hand
This is no farewell,
Its just the path to heaven, not to hell
If you are on clouds and stare,
I want you to know i cant bare
The pain is killing me, but i have to stay strong
Not for myself, but for family among
If i had the power to turn times back,
I would visit you, cause now im a total wreck
I couldn't give you a goodbye kiss,
It are your hickeys i will miss
Stay with me as long as you can,
Stay in my heart, i love you now and i loved you then
Once more, this is no farewell
You are in heaven, and never look at hell
I love you