why me and not him?
to me he's nothing but grim
what did I do to deserve this?
whenever I think about it I get ******
why, oh why?
was it because I wasn't fly?
or because you didn't notice when I would cry?
whenever I'd get sad, I'd look up at the sky
I'd look up at the sky and yell
why couldn't you tell?
did I have to yell?
I remember when for you I fell
but the way things are make me want to bail
why couldn't you tell?
did I have to ring a bell?
what did I ever do?
does it even matter anymore?
you know what?
I don't know anymore