Why must I care
Why must I be this
Why should I need this
Why can't I be free of it all
Why don't I start my own life
Why not just say **** it all
Ill tell you why
Because I'm too scared to speak

You fall down the hallway
Tripping over yourself
Not looking at where you're going

You are a cluts
A clumsy person
With no balance

Why do you try
When you know it won't work
Just give up and sit for a while

You are too dangerous
For your own good
So learn how to walk

I don't know what to do
Should I look for your heart
Or leave it to your torturer
But I know that if I do
It will only hurt me too
So what do I do to protect you
How can I do it
When you don't tell me what you want
Show me the things you need
I swear I'll do everything
To make it better for you

The grip of my mindless love
Drains my heart of peace
Of restless care
And it hurts
Because I do love you

But I guess you don't care
Or are you too blind to see
That I only want you
For you

what am i
am i a person
hoping for a meal the next day
screaming for help
but none will come to my rescue
because I'm worthless to them

am i a politician
who only cares for his own wealth
and doesn't see his greed will only make him regret life
possibly putting a gun to my head
as i lose my money
while i pulling the trigger

or am i a mindless citizen
of a clueless country
owned by monsters
and ran by their pick of the litter
seeing only what they van buy
with pieces of paper that are valueless

no
i am something greater
i am the one who will change it all
i will change the people
change the world
and all the for fathers created

it  stalks me
folding the darkness around me
but never hiding

i believe it wants to show itself
so it may strike fear into my soul
but it cant do so to me

this is only because i am aware of it
and what it want from me
i cant fear what it is

soon this beast will fall
it will fall into a hell meant only for it
so why should i be scared of this beast

there's no reason to cry
when it only exists
in my imagination