my heart bursts
as you ride wildly
i watch,
sitting on the tall fence
seeing you glide
holding to your horse
as he holds to you
the beauty of it all
just makes me smile

i'm a loner
yes a freak of silence

so why should you care
if i don't like confrontation

its my life
and i like it quiet

not full of chaos
like yours

your addiction of being popular
the one in the spotlight

how stupid a need
to feel wanted

when its better to be ignored
by the useless