I call this America!!!

We've been pompous,ever
Since Columbus couldn't work a compass
We've accomplish what we conjured up while conscious
Consciously we conquered all the eye can see
Constantly concocting more options
But jobs are still obsolete
It's seems so odd to me
An oddessy how honesty
Is honestly ,the rarest thing upon us
It astonishing!!!
How did all the honest people vanish from the planet
Leaving us a laundry list of problems to acknowledge
While plotting out my phonics
I feel myself evolve
As I sit down and sketch these rhymes and stretch my mind..I'm just trying to figure out am I next in line....

I fiddled ,dibbled and dabbled a bit until I came up with this crazy ish....in my travels I've definitely dibbled and dabbled and fiddled with things I've shouldn't have handled...with years of experience I still have so much to learn !!!lifes my canvas and I'm drawing my worth,,,an artist an artista I've tapdanced along making my own music to life's sweet song...even though I've dibbled and dabbled and fiddled so much...I will never again dibble dabble r fiddle when it comes to love..

I'm restless
In my dreams I long for you
I'm careless with the things I owe cause of you
I'm Speechless for all that I have is you ,youuuuuu
Feel emptiness and gloom

You had enough but this time I see the truth
And you don't need me no more
It's you who doesn't need me anymore....

I'm helpless cause you don't love me like i love you,I'm restless cause my love just aint coming through!!!
Tell me I gave you love!!! in a world filled with hate,
Tell me I gave u love!! but you don't practice what you preach
Did you forget about all we've been through ,did you really forget about all we've been through...

Babe there's darkness surrounding my world
Hey there's darkness surrounding my world

if you don't come now
Loove if you come right now I'll die

I guess you've had enough
But this time I see the proof
So you've had enough and this time I see the truth..the truth

And In the naked light!!! I see a brighter day
And at the end if the road
I'll sit and smile and say!!!

I don't need you no more
I don't need you no more,,yeaaah !!!i don't need you no more,,,and if feels so good to say!!!!

woke the **** up outta my sleep hot sweats and cold sheets
I feel like I can't breathe
Nightmares are my reality ,
I dream of anxiety ..
Starting a fight with myself!!!
A inner rivalry
Marching to my own beat
A one man cavalry
I exhale stress and breathe in confidence..
And if you don't like it you can go fu(#& yrself

There's nobody ,no bodies I've ascended this earth..floating over my dead carcus accessing my worth...was my life worth living did I achieve success,,did I leave a legacy behind that people won't forget
Will I be remembered for the good or the bad
I know some people thought I was nuts and that there is a fact,,we can't all be perfect but I love who I am...so until that day arrives and death shows himself ...I'mma do as much as I can while being myself

There's nobody ,no bodies I've ascended this earth..floating over my dead carcus accessing my worth...was my life worth living did I achieve success,,did I leave a legacy behind that people won't forget
Will I be remembered for the good or the bad
I know some people thought I was nuts and that there is a fact,,we can't all be perfect but I love who I am...so until that day arrives and death shows himself ...I'mma do as much as I can while being myself

Why is life always so emotional,,sometimes I swear my heart feels sore,
,pleeease help me through the the night
turn my nightmares into streams of lightttttttttt

Why do I feel the world's so cold could it be caus I'm alll alone
Please help me to do what's rightttt
turn my dark days into streams of lightttt

As I sit and reflect as I write these words
I feel confused and consumed by nerves
Please  help me through this life....
Give me the faith that I lost when my father died...