Is it bad that, I never made love
no I never did it but I sure knew how to **** 'em
until I met you
You flipped it all around
got me going up and down
no not makin not one sound
Yes I had some issues
Could not commit
Na, wasn't havin it
but at least I can admit that I was baad to them
Yea I was bad before,
but I'll be good to you

surrenderin' my all to you
givin' you what I got
cause you know how to hit the spot
every time we reach to the top
Im tellin you I don't want no body else
could it just be you and myself
I don't want that lame ****
talk to a bunch a ****** fake ****
tryna hide what i feel inside
cause the demons that tried to erase me
yeah they tried to erase me
by makin' the one's i love
betray me, betray me
made me hate me
I know,
I thought thats all I was good for
that no good **** who's stay on all four
suckin **** like a no good *****
but she's pure
she's pure
I know its hard to believe
but we all deceive
she's a mystery
come look at me
and i'm sure you'll see
Lacked love
So she ******
You came
Changed the game
She's sane
Rise above
Bad girl
Time is up

Deep dark depression
Plus the wisdom of the Greats
Multiplied by numbed emotions
Watching as a soul deteriorates.
She seems happy some days
Very high highs, very low lows
Hours in between
But she shines like the sun's glow.
No concentration in her reality
Trapped, preoccupied by this fallacy
Of labels thrown at her face
So called "mental illness"
She thinks she's a disgrace!
Breathing space
No need to agitate
She lost her ace
Her loud cries muffled by the rain.
All her talents play hide and seek
She can barely comprehend the words you speak.
She has lost all interest in the lands and seas.
Is she dead? Or blind and can't see?
She's on her knees begging please,
"Please, Oh Please, come back to me!"

How could I just watch her leave
And become someone else
When the passionate loving caring person I know
is deep within her self
How could I let her speak negatively
But preach positive?
How could I see all the truths
But deny them?
How could I watch her self destruct
Like a ticking time bomb?
How could I let her fall apart
When that girl was always me from the start.

No matter what I do
No matter what I say
Everything I do
Is not good enough for you

Somedays I may be able to make you feel good
Other days im just tired
And when those days come
The truth comes like the light of the morning sun

We fight over and over again
Neither one of us willing to understand
Truth is you want a girl of purity
Truth is im not her. I've been hurt before.

Life has taught me many lessons
you are one of them
do you want to stay or do you want to go
Dont worry im use to being alone.

Laying on this couch
Eyes open wide
Tryna explain how I feel inside
Key, you are the coolness of my eyes
When the passion swells deep inside
Niagara in between the thighs
But its not all about the ride
Its the way we thrive
Its how we came to light
Two blackest souls shine bright in the night
burning bright
And even though we fight
at the end I just want You, alright.

I'm thinkin' about changin' my name
not tryna remember all of my pains.
Please try to hear
what I'm about to say:

held deep inside of these big brown eyes,
the memories of truth dwellin' through my vines.
All I see, already defined
to a life I once lived in my life.