maybe it's good that we have never met
so i don't have to face the fact
that you're not mine, you never were
my heart made me feel so absurd
you left me longing for you
as i did so, i fell on the ground
all messed up, in the dirt
all because i
wanted you
to love me too

you were the diamond
found with a bunch of rocks
you were the emerald
found with the ashes
of someone you loved

would love to stare
death
in the face

yes please.

no words can possibly express
how much i love you
someone which
i should hate
but i can't

i bet you're ready
to give up on me
but i'm sorry
i can't leave
you mean too much to me

you said
i was crazy
but that
it was good
you said
you loved me
for crazy me

why did it have to change?
i know people change
and things re-arrange
but we fall apart
so much
along
the
way

i remember december
of last year
your words, warmer
than the summer
of that year
you were so warm
and now you're cold
you still display charm
even when cold as ice
it seems like a
lesson learned
makes me
think twice
when i come
into contact
with a
loving
spirit
a lover of life
a believer of hope
makes me want to reach high
in order to achieve as much
your strength inspires me
it always has done
it's quite tragic
how things
change

saying you broke me would be harsh
but you did make adjustments
to me, myself and my heart

a night never goes by
where i don't think
of your blue eyes
or the way i fell
for that smile

my heart ran a mile
trying not to fall
but i fell hard
after all

friends don't understand
family don't give a ****
i am always alone
with my mind

always left
behind

writing about you yet again
it's all i ever do
it feels like a sin
to be so devoted
to someone i can't have
my mind is a bit scattered
but you are what matters

a part of me wants to hurt you
break your heart in two

my poetry lacks genius
not as good as yours
but i try my best
to make sure
you relate
to it

i write about you
for days on end
although it's pointless
i think you're worth it

i can't sit and hide
what i feel inside
so i'll let myself write

i need to stop writing
about the one
who keeps me
hurting