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Nov 2013 · 270
try my best
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
my poetry lacks genius
not as good as yours
but i try my best
to make sure
you relate
to it
Nov 2013 · 347
december of last year
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
i remember december
of last year
your words, warmer
than the summer
of that year
you were so warm
and now you're cold
you still display charm
even when cold as ice
it seems like a
lesson learned
makes me
think twice
when i come
into contact
with a
loving
spirit
a lover of life
a believer of hope
makes me want to reach high
in order to achieve as much
your strength inspires me
it always has done
it's quite tragic
how things
change
Nov 2013 · 449
i trust actions, not words
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
my tears stopped
the day i realized
how much
i was
worth

if i can't be your world
then you don't deserve
to receive my love

my loving heart
has a lot to give
but unless
you prove
that you can
take care
of it

then...

you clearly don't deserve
to hold it
Nov 2013 · 423
writing saved my life
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
being a writer
is the best
thing ever

let's not waste
precious words
make them count

oh, writing is such a thrill
it keeps my spirit alive

i would probably collapse
if i was forbidden to write
and express my darkest
and sweetest thoughts
Nov 2013 · 351
along the way
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
you said
i was crazy
but that
it was good
you said
you loved me
for crazy me

why did it have to change?
i know people change
and things re-arrange
but we fall apart
so much
along
the
way
Nov 2013 · 1.3k
false hope
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
nothing hurts more
than knowing
that you
stopped
caring

such a shame
you were everything
a friend i trusted
a girl i cherished
a girl i loved

above all
you gave me hope
it just *****
that it was false
Nov 2013 · 329
nobody likes me
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
friends don't understand
family don't give a ****
i am always alone
with my mind

always left
behind
Nov 2013 · 252
yeah, honestly
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
i need to stop writing
about the one
who keeps me
hurting
Nov 2013 · 490
no rewinding back
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
security is something
my heart lacks
there's no
rewinding
back
10w
Nov 2013 · 267
let myself write
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
i write about you
for days on end
although it's pointless
i think you're worth it

i can't sit and hide
what i feel inside
so i'll let myself write
Nov 2013 · 442
heart won't stop beating
drunkonthoughts Nov 2013
i am a girl of many flaws
but above all
i had the
tendency
to over-love

i tend to think
of others
before
myself

it was something
that ruined my health

i feel so ill
poisoned
by my mind

overload of thoughts

what consumes my mind
is tearing apart my life
but it's not like
i ever truly lived

i am forced to breathe
my body won't **** me
it will not let me
use a blade
to set myself free
it will not let my heart
lose touch with it's beat
Oct 2013 · 371
stare death in the face
drunkonthoughts Oct 2013
would love to stare
death
in the face

yes please.
10w
Oct 2013 · 433
expensive
drunkonthoughts Oct 2013
broken and damaged
repairs are expensive
the pain is hard to manage
just too painful to swallow
no amount of bandage
can fix this heart of mine
the damage has been done
and this is what i have become
Oct 2013 · 1.0k
bitter
drunkonthoughts Oct 2013
bitter and depressed
i guess i feel empty
lost and confused
without someone
here to love me
Oct 2013 · 506
such a tragic emotion
drunkonthoughts Oct 2013
you stole my heart
you know you did
i feel so ****
knowing you
love me
and hate it
i feel so disgusting
and worthless
a soul wasted
breathless
Oct 2013 · 357
sad reality
drunkonthoughts Oct 2013
i am never good enough
a feeling i have begun
to accept, which *****

i am not smart
i am not anything
i'm the piece of a pie
left to rot
and die

i will never be
your everything
but you will always be mine
Oct 2013 · 731
she affects me so much
drunkonthoughts Oct 2013
that girl captivates me so bad
i wonder why though
she hates loving me
it hurts her head

she's so beautiful
hot is an understatement
so charming yet evil
but her love is worth it
if i'll ever get it
with the amount
of attention
from her
in which
i am lacking

there's nothing between us
except a broken kind of love
truly gives me butterflies
like an angel from above

she makes me smile
but can make me cry
she makes me weak
but can also make me strong
she can be the best
but also the worst

but...i love her
Jul 2013 · 1.9k
she's the one
drunkonthoughts Jul 2013
there's something about the way we are
that makes me want to explore further more
just to see where the future will take us
whether our love is truly precious
as well as sealed tight, important
if it's been worth the stress
the sleepless nights
the endless days
of day dreaming
and everlasting lust
whether my lips
really want to touch
every part of your body
and whether or not
you're perfect for me
if our love fits right

i am sure its's been worth the fight
just to be in that bliss mode every night
to think of, want, need that feeling of lust
and everlasting, soothing, intense love

never felt so alive in my entire life
i think this might just be it
i've found my soulmate
the one love
i want to keep
in my thoughts
in my dreams
until the end

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