page after page
I express my self
my inner wealth
its not to show to everyone.
only others that have found there escape
mine is to write
its my nature
if you know who you really are
then by all means
see the world from my light with my views
but if you are unsure
then I warn you
inner demons are shown
don't get to know mine before your own

People poison have been poisoning your mind since you were born.
schools say they will work with your childs creativity, probably the biggest lie ive ever heard
they teach you how you're "suppose" to act.
there is no proper way of acting, we are meant to be ourselves.

they brain wash us then they poison us with all this false hope
they make things that shorten your life span hoping you wont catch on.

notice that *** and anything that helps with creativity and allows your mind to grow are illegal,
though tobacco and alcohol are legal even though they **** you and brain cells.

they're dumbing us down, not letting us think for ourselves

but I am a free mind
I fill my lungs with poison
I drown my liver with liquor
why, why not
life will be over someday
I may aswell get wasted and just watch the days pass while I hav the time of my life.
using these poisons although dumb, they can be used to put me at peace with everything slowly
Death.

I don't get why so many people fear death.
Death just means you're out of time.
If you lived as you wanted then id embrace it
Its true we don't have much time here,
so you may as well enjoy it while you can.
so get high on some drugs and drink your nights away

early morning breezing
early morning cruising
what happened last night?
I couldn't tell you.
every night is a blur
drowning my liver with wine and gin
inhaling nicotine after nicotine
cant remember if I got my fix
this is how I love to live.
partys every night
meeting people and not remembering their name
love and party fame for losing control  
its all a game