Everyone knows you are not with me.
I prefer that they believe so,
This way you become everything,
I taste you in every meal,
i add all of you to everything I do, you shine in my word and we savour each other in aloneness in your being the centre of absence.

We borrowed each other from the universe.
Nothing borrowed is meant to stay forever

It’s so beautiful
how the universe aligned
to push me further  
into the storm.
I would have never
found the calm
at the centre otherwise.



So grateful at everything and everyone that was wrong for me. What I found so tough to understand and undergo is what I call my spine.

Everyone is
Connected.
Everything is
Connected

Learn to feel satisfied,
even when
you are not full.



Sometimes we ask for more, even when we overflow. Then we should not complain if a tsunami happens . This is how it all begins. A wave is happy with it’s short dance to the shore and it merges back with the ocean happily. The wave that thinks it is the ocean and wants a separate identity gets engulfed by the ocean. Similarly we all are tied with beautiful heart strings. Why pull strings excessively and unravel! A gentle tug at your own strings diminishes the need for others to pull strings for you. Be happy wherever you are placed. One day you will know the ‘why’.

Open your eyes.
Nothing changes.
Yet everything looks
different

I should have told myself
a long time ago,
I have a right to breathe.
I should have told
you a long time ago,
I can’t breathe!

Word,
let me be your mouth.
You,
you be the ink
that in my veins flows.

I am not your option,
future, or derivative.
Don’t get short or long on me.
Be fully
invested in me,
the returns will be phenomenal.

My words
Equivocal.
You
Unequivocal.

Let the letting go
happen,
don’t force it
don’t think of it,
till one day you realise
you were really
holding on to nothing.




This how sitting still becomes meditation and you don’t realise it.

Let vulnerability
be your skin
your ornament
and your identity.
Vulnerability sometimes
is impenetrable.

One day
we will meet.
Nowhere.

The calm
before the storm
is the weapon
of the storm.

I want to remain
a work in progress
forever.
A finished product
becomes a
commodity.

Overthinking
is insanity.
Not thinking
is normal.
Thinking
is a curse.
A chaos within.

There is no right and wrong ever.  
Once we realise a truth
it can never be unrealised.
It is.
Colouring it in shades of
right and wrong
doesn’t enhance or diminish it.
In an open mind the truth dawns.
To know something as it is,
may be the realisation
that saints talk about.
Where the difference between
the knower and known ends.
That brief moment of realisation
is all that it is.
When the dissection begins
words are inadequate and inaccurate. However you can never
“unknow” once you know.

By the time you feel
the need to build bridges,
I would have destroyed
my bridge building material.

Realise who you are,
then cross the
very fine line between
identification
and involvement.

Freedom is the belief
that no one actually
has your back.

Words don’t lie.
They mean exactly what they are.
Utter them carefully.

If it doesn't make
you a nicer person
it's not love.

Karma is the only
real friend.
No matter how hard you try and outrun it,
it finally catches up.

Own nothing,
Owe nothing,
that adds upto
Everything.

Sometimes regret
is not for the lines crossed
but for the ones
never crossed.

Hopeful,
Hopeless,
essentially have the word
Hope

Freedom is
when your
conscience
doesn’t
accuse you.

Every action
and inaction
has consequences.

Whatever we do should come back
to us, tenfold.
Maybe then we will learn to treat others the way we want
to be treated.
The way nature has decided to treat us!

All you have,
may be a truckload
of unkind words.
Don’t hurl them
at others
if you don’t need them

The world is indeed topsy turvy.
Stones worshipped
with bouquets
and brickbats
thrown at people.

Some people enter life,
with a permanent
contract of your
destruction and demolition.
They never leave till the job is done.

Porcelain people
Dime a dozen.
Porcelain things expensive and rare. Things loved.
People used.
Even the universe caved.

With some people
there is no quid pro quo.
It’s just love pro quo.

Absence of light is darkness,
Absence of darkness is light,
Remove all absence
and revel in presence.

Sometimes I feel
It is better to stop
investing in people,  
You give them the power
 to hurt you.

Things are a better investment.
It is okay to discard things.
Nowadays people find it easier
to discard people.

When you break me, there are more pieces of me to share.
I don’t glue myself again, and show the cracks.
Each broken piece
is my new whole.

Making a choice
is being brave.
It is so easy to
lead a double life.

Make note of
whatever your heart tells you.
Even if it doesn’t
make sense now.
One day it will

When the perfect crime happens
they suspect it is an inside job.
So is meditation.
Seek within.

Have you ever
felt lonely while
being with someone?
Get into a
relationship with aloneness
You’ll never be lonely again.

How big did you become
By making me feel small.
And when you feed off, of small bits of me Remember you will always starve.

Don’t become anybody’s crutch.
If they stumble and fall
everybody blames the crutch.
Yet I managed
To become your crutch.

Being busy
For sometime
Doing nothing
Is something

Nothing is ever created in which you don’t exist. You have taken all forms yet I seek you.
Do you know how often I have lost you then found you in all the places that I sought you.  
Do you know that the randomness in which you appear is the certainty that I uphold.
There is one last bit of me that I can’t seem to let go.  
Is that the piece that is missing from your puzzle?

Finally beyond feeling anything
No scope for damage control
Crushed  and finely powdered
Passed through a sieve too
No scope for further damage
Finally beyond wear and tear
Living death like life depends on it.
Finally beyond all healing.

Sometimes,
the most honest
thing to do
is to lie

When meanings
Become
Meaningless
Life has a
Whole new
Meaning

My wishes for all of you...
Not just limited
to this year but
to all the
years you experience
in this lifetime...


Hope the years
are fun filled, smashing,
rocking and happening
just like all of you...


Wish you all happiness,
joy, peace, and
other beautiful feelings...

Some people
are apologetic
when they
break things...

Some people
break hearts
and pretend
nothing happened...