"Let the waters of the river seep into my finger tips and run through my veins. Let my body become the grass, let my body become the trees. Let the nature swirl inside my chest, until my heart falls to the earth desire."

She thought she was a part of something
But she caught up in sorrow
It's over she thought

She wanted someone to save her
Out from the dark circle
Hopelessly helpless
She waited but no one comes.

Distance is complicated but it all depends on certain people. If you can cope with it, then you're fine.

Distancing yourself from people is okay but if you frequently do it, you have to expect that people will come and go in your life. Mostly they will leave because of what you did.

Don't let your mind guarded your heart and your thoughts from feeling the way it is. Fight the feeling because sometimes non of the feelings are true. Life is a war. You have to get ready of what is coming. You should open up a little bit. Don't let your inner thoughts sink you in because when you do, no one will help. Remember, you push everyone aside. Who is going to save you after all?

I know it's hard to find answers when the questions won't come out.

”It’s funny how i thought 
I was good at hiding my
fellings, but then strangers
started asking me what was
wrong and why I looked so
tired and that’s when I 
realized you didn’t care 
enough to notice”

I would like to see who will stay when i offer them nothing and who will stay when i offer them everything.

Tricky. Yes.

But it's the only way to test people's loyalty when we have nothing and the other way around.

Have you ever feel the need to just dig your ear phone down your ears and volume up everything. Lost in transition and in that moment, you care about nothing. At all. Because life is easier that way. When you don't have to care about things around you and just.. live. With no regrets. Because sometimes it is easier that way. You don't have to care about others' feelings, you do what you want, no burden sinks you. Everything is in place and you hope it stays like that forever.

You know what hurts the most?
When you look forward to go home everyday
But the people at home do not look forward to see you.

Words you should not speak
Words you should not hear
Come on and tell me one more lie dear.