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Nov 2013 · 358
Inconsolable state.
dreadfulmind Nov 2013
Ah how much longer can I bear this?
I could barely hear the sweet escape calling for me
E v  e   r    y single  minute
And my thoughts are merely rotting
"Endure it just a little more"
I said to myself
"You can do it"
Nov 2013 · 967
Bundle of hopeless bones
dreadfulmind Nov 2013
"You made a volcano for your eighth grade science fair but you never told your mother you spent many nights wishing you could climb inside."
Oct 2013 · 316
Thought
dreadfulmind Oct 2013
Words don't always come out right
The thought can be a poisonous place to stay
And I wish to be free from here
To a place where I can travel far
Longing for a great escape.
Oct 2013 · 268
Not mine
dreadfulmind Oct 2013
"Let the waters of the river seep into my finger tips and run through my veins. Let my body become the grass, let my body become the trees. Let the nature swirl inside my chest, until my heart falls to the earth desire."
Oct 2013 · 237
Missing parts
dreadfulmind Oct 2013
It's been ten years
And I've got my new set of scars
From broken hearts and broken arms
From chasing after where you are

I've cried a couple tears
Been taking everything too far
And running around in the dark
Trying to finish what I couldn't start

So who's gonna love you now
That gravity brought you down
Now that I'm not around
Who's gonna love you now?

This is where you disappear
After playing all your favorite cards
A father, but just on my charts
You leave before it gets too hard

So what are you doing here
When everyone is at the bar
Filling in the missing parts
And here we are

So who's gonna love you now
That gravity brought you down
Now that I'm not around
Who's gonna love you now?
Oct 2013 · 411
My idea of perfection
dreadfulmind Oct 2013
A person who has a free mind
Free from all the hatred and judgement
Someone who is easy to be with
Someone who doesn't try so hard to fit in into a group that barely accept him/her
Someone who doesn't care what other people say
Someone who stay through this **rollercoaster ride.
Oct 2013 · 509
Shadow
dreadfulmind Oct 2013
“My shadow said to me: 

what is the matter


Isn’t the moon warm
enough for you

why do you need
the blanket of another body?”
— Margaret Atwood, excerpt from “The Shadow Voice”
Sep 2013 · 1.9k
Train
dreadfulmind Sep 2013
Oh! God knows how much I enjoy being in a train
The first experience is always the best
When the train is packed and you could observe other people's behaviour closely
The pitchy sound of the train tyres colliding with the railway
Trading smiles with strangers
The sulking sound of a baby
And in that moment you could feel everything that you've been longing for
As if your mind is finally free from being *tormented.
Sep 2013 · 398
Skins
dreadfulmind Sep 2013
I basically will feel naked entirely in public
Even when I am in clothes
I don't know how to express
The inner feelings in me
How ashamed I am to own this skins
God knows what
I am going to do next
Just to terminate this such feelings inside of me
And to "just be proud of who you are!"
Sep 2013 · 3.1k
Serenity
dreadfulmind Sep 2013
Serenity that I long for
Serenity that I crave for
Serenity that I am tempting for.

It is no longer exist.

— The End —