Dear pain we've come 2 know each other quite well
We been together for years I've shed gallons of tears
You were there when I was happy but you stayed in the back
You grew jealous of my smiles plotted against me since a child
You always remind me that you never left me alone
You took away most of my friends that made me laugh but you never really do
when all else is gone there still is you... Pain

never wanted 2 love learned 2 love being alone
never wanted a mate but wanted kids of my own
always wanted riches never thought about we
never thought kisses could ever mean anything 2 me
Im constantly choosen steady stuck in confusion
learning that love is not a illusion

If I never was born who would replace me
If I never learned bad things how good would I be
If I never learned to walk could people step on my toes
If I never learned to talk how can I tell you dont hurt me
If I never could see would I only have good memories
If I never

How can I call you out when I've done wrong 2
How can I show you the way when I've done wrong 2
When you ask me about God wonder what I'll say 2 you
We should find him together cause I've done wrong 2

Its hard to move, when I wonder where to go
Its hard to see, when I wonder what is real
Its hard to love, when I wonder who loves me
Its hard to move on, when I wonder about my history

Its not BLACK or WHITE
Neithers WRONG or RIGHT
Either DARK or LIGHT
Say it LOUD im HUMAN and im PROUD

Unconditional love is what i feel
because you never were fake you kept it real
my siblings don't understand why you raised your hand
I know because you made me a man
My mind is somewhat twisted but it holds our friendship
your love is pure you need not say no more
if I make to heaven first when its your time I'll open the door