Can’t fathom what real feels like

Steadily numb

Mind racing

Only time I feel centered is when I take the cotton out the bottle

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Now all I see is my fantasies coming to fruition

All I know is the feeling

I could careless about the side affects

An empty medicine cabinet still can’t fill my heart like you could

I am swirling downward when I think of your absence

I soar up when I get my uppers

Don’t know which is reality because I see you in my dreams

I do this so I don’t wake up

So, my reality is what I choose it to be

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Will you ever return or do I have to overdose on my fantasies?

I am bound by you I can’t move

get and go isn’t in my vocab

Consumed by your essence

Your legs play shackles

Your thighs play cuffs

I rather not find the key

I’m stuck her not knowing how much time is passing

It feels like were stuck in minutes but really hours are elapsing

I’m confined in you because I confide in you

I tell you my secrets so my words are your prisoner

You know when I’m guilty

You can hear it in my voice

You know when the truth is spoken

I’m not leaving your side

A eternal chain gang

I’m stuck in between your eyes and these chains I’d rather not break

What are you looking for??

The questions asked are never answered

Pain where Love should reign supreme

No one wants love they want lust

They want self preservation

**** us they want I

Selfishness will be our downfall

Guns for what?

Drugs for what?

Racism for what?

Envy for what?

You want for what?

See many people just want to complete themselves through their closets and admiration…

Thinking it all revolves around the dollar will have you bankrupt at heart..

Spread love, no? why? Because you’d rather it all be for you

Open your heart

Open your mind

Open your eyes

I imagine the angelic way you move like the earth is your runway

Seeing your pretty eyes hidden behind eyelashes that resemble silk

I ponder your frame

Your silhouette is a stencil for a goddess

No one’s perfect

But your my perfection

I think about how I would grace your lips with discretion

Gently placing mine on yours and floating to a ****** purgatory

Where we just leave the wrongs and the rights of the world

Then I imagine the lips between your thighs puckered up with the elegance of a freshly blossomed May flower

I think about you so much my thoughts don’t know any other thoughts

Ideas of how I can be yours

Plans on how I can make you my forever

Well forever doesn’t last

So, lets be together until we both cease to be

I just would love to hear the words of you

You speak and I hear Maya Angelou

You speak and I hear Erykah Badu

You speak and I hear Lauryn Hill

You speak and I hear my wife

You are what I need to make us

“We” needs to be

As I think of you I can envision you looking at me and telling me yes

I say I love you…

You say I’m lying

I say I love you..

You say I just want to *******

I say I love you

You say you just know what you did is wrong

I say I love you

You say I’ve had enough

I say I love you

You say then why am I crying

I say I love you

You say what about them other broads

I say I love you

You say you’ve lost all faith

I say I love you

You say my ex broke my heart like you swore you wouldn’t

I say I love you

You say then why is you not with me something I’m considering

I say I love you

You say then why don’t I feel I possess your heart

I say I love you

You say all men are the same

I say I love you

You say love don’t love you and I don’t love you.. You have become what you weren’t suppose to become.. You are not my dream rather my nightmare recurring

I say I love you

You say nothing

You walk away

I say I love you

You fade in the distance

Want me to tell you a secret?

I could tell you the secret but then I might have to **** you

The truth hurts so my hands gripping your throat kind of matches up

No?, well **** it

All lies don’t sink because the truth floats

**** do you need from me?

You ask for the truth

But I don’t believe you can handle the truth

You’ll get crushed under the pleasure like fat chicks ******* midgets

The lies keeps a smile on your face wouldn’t you agree?

I the truth is the lie’s shadow

I’d rather lay with you

Yes, I’d rather lay here and continue to lie here

Than give you my honesty cause honestly your just going to overreact

Which in turn you’re really just going to react the way your suppose to

See in a perfect world lies wouldn’t be told

And the truth would be accepted without drastic measures

I’d tell you the truth but you always told me to tell you what you want to hear

The truth is far from what you want to hear so I’m a keep it far from your ear lobes