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Dre G Oct 2012
pouring myself over green candle magick
my hands are the warm wands
letting the healing eucalyptus fire
seep into my throat chakra
seep into the tulsi i’m brewing
the california poppy herb.
my olive leaf aligned in a
tipped isosceles
and your sound waves are
melting the part of my stone
wall that obscured self awareness.
but now, if just for a
few moments, i am
awake.
in the city it is the witching hour but
in the cosmos it is no-time
                                          infinitytime
ti­me is a river making
golden spiral waves
i am replenishing the circles
like ancient amber blueprints
now fated by the stars to be built.

*poem for grimes ~~
Dre G Sep 2012
two moons have crawled across the surface
of gaia's crown and i am
still obsessing over your
death.
it's not fair, it's not real, and it wasn't
supposed to happen.

the news reporter didn't care and
the catholic priest didn't care and
the cops could give a **** less
just as we had expected.

heather, it just doesn't make sense.

and we all blamed it on ourselves
and then on the drugs
and then on the blue skies themselves
for letting the seams rip out from under you.

when we first met you held
that bottle with your teeth the way you hold
the sound waves so tightly
as you weave them round the corn stalks.

and when you bought me that pink wine
the day of the glitter, all i could hear
was your knuckles cracking blunt raps
and then edges of cans clinking
as the tower grew taller.
you passed out in your underwear that
night and i need to know
what did you dream of?

right before i lost my purse at the studio
a deer told me a secret that
i still can't understand, i still can
remember his hoof dragging like
morse code, and i think he knew
something, but mike was in the mudroom
and it was a hot summer.

and heather, it just doesn't make sense.

how could a sharp knife be bent by a feather and
how could an endless beach
suddenly disappear and
how could your embers be
bloated by water?

there are few people and things
that make you feel comfortable,
you know what i mean, like the
bowel comfortable, the clicking
into blackness, belonging through rebellion,
like every mistake and disaster
is a virtue because the night has birthed us that way.

i don't know if this has brought us closer
or farther, i don't know
what i'm supposed to tell you grieving
mother, i don't even know if it was
you in that casket, or a puffy scarecrow
doll they crafted out of fear.

just promise me i'll never forget the moon
that night at south harbor,
promise you will slip that sinister
smile, wherever you are,
promise we will smoke one more
dutch for your jamaica,

and i promise the streets of
southold will always breathe
your name.
Dre G Sep 2012
today i achieved the farthest state from meditation
humanly possible
i slammed down the horn when the
wrinkled egg tried to place her stick in front of her.

my cat's hunger is only met by my
own intestinal growls,
and it's my anniversary.
i belong in a tribe of chimpanzees.

i'm too lazy to shower,
too angsty to sit still,
too apathetic to lift even one limb from that
sweet honey mud that clings to me,
that bubble of no-space, and
i have so many ideas.
i want to do everything.

but the pebbles turn to dark walls when
they should be cobblestone,
everyone cares and is trying to help me
i'm alone, alone, alone.
Dre G May 2012
a sign shoved in the dirt
identifies the hamlet you've just entered.
each crop is a town spread over the fork.
years ago, inside their huts,
algonquins traded wampum, trembling in the ice age,
popping their corn to the beat of the glaciers,
exiled a ****** from mattituck to cutchoque.

now we smoke our own peace pipe
on the sands of the tranquil sound.
the only algonquins left are huddled in the bed
of a ford, laughing in the sunlight.

i walk down to the cemetery
i walk down to the train tracks
i walk down to cooper's farm
and they all climb into me through my ribcage,
and hide my poison under the grey
stones scattered through love lane.

some people built houses they only visit in the summer,
but they've never seen the inside of the broken down valise.
some people like to ride the carousel in greenport,
but they've never rolled down third street,
smoked blunts under the halfpipes,
picked crystals off the bay and eaten them for breakfast.

i tell the people that i know
about the great big world outside,
they nod and light a cigarette,
they speed faster down sound avenue.

some of us ended up in boston and some in manhattan
some are still battling the current, trying to escape,
but let's face it:

your graduating class parks outside sevs every morning
the men here have paint on their knuckles and black dirt on their boots
the streets are not spotted with lights,
but you know how to weave through them as
fast and blind as the blood knows your veins

when you step foot here, it's like a magnet grabbing your toes,
when you drink your cheap beer and
complain that your neighbor knows your business,
just remember that at least you've met your neighbor,
just sit down there and listen to the crickets in your veins.
Dre G Feb 2012
closing latches,
pistanthrophobic, antifocused
brown books full of
wet matches

pounding iron to iron
lips to live wire
sparking and convulsing like
torn off lizard tails, like
a fruit fly holding on
when the wind has other
plans for her

when the wind has other
plans for fire
flames just laugh
while drinking them

so why are my flames contemplating
containment and compliance?
Dre G Nov 2011
i'll tell you something: every day
people are dying. and that's just the beginning.
the death which spreads its fingers
on their lips is nothing
but a window.
once they step outside the pain,
then anything is possible. the universe
is just a big old vacuum and
no matter

what you do, you’ll never stop the
constant spark: the entirety of all
existence. forget about
your birthday cakes, your lakeside strolls,
your speeding tickets and project deadlines
-those were all just vibrations
that came out of the light.

and i’ll tell you something else: on the day
you truly die, you will plunge into
a lake of dancing triangles. and when you swim
through violent ripples melting to a bonfire
drumbeat, and you reach the rocky shore,
you will find yourself a squeaking pup
in a fuzzy wolf litter, a striped shell collecting
erosion from the golden spiral, an infant of a Lithic tribe
whose members scooped you out of the
harsh winds and left nothing
but afterbirth poured like puddles in their
foot steps along the Bering Strait.
Dre G Oct 2011
you remind me of a dark place-
my mother’s village
far away,
first day of third grade
blonde girl cried through eyes
the color of my country’s basins.
she wasn’t new to this world,
she wasn’t lonely and confused,
tripping through a concrete forest of
false idols and plastic shadows,
just missed her brothers.

a pitiful excuse for survival.

and i
(olive skinned, hair on my legs,
stubborn, reckless,
fire chugging aries,
everything a jagged rock to scale,
all the bodies must be sniffed
before i release my eyebrows)
always hear your muffled whisper,

coating the air like dew
the intimidated glances
hit me blunt in the face.

but holding my tongue is not an option.
your baffled countenances nothing but
fans tickling flames.

you people are connected like iron on a magnet
and god forbid one of you steps out of the line
one of you speaks your sick mind
one of you opts not to shock the man behind the wall
and devours the corpses instead.

i want to cry, i want to throw things at your face,
i’d want to show you my tribe is better than yours,
if i had a tribe to speak for.
i want to walk into a portal and never see
any of you again.

you think your smile conceals your malice
your innocent voice a curtain at intermission,
but the aliens see everything and
when they arrive, they will only take me
back with them.
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